I WANT IT ALL.

Friday, March 10, 2006

i've ended my 3 days stay in AJC. ms wong from SAJC called and ask me to go down to get my transfer form. and i dragged stella and chiong down. was elated! i almost died of boredom in AJ. i must comment on the toilet in AJ! it's the worst i've seen in singapore. 3 out of 5 requires you to squat. and the ONLY sanitary bin is outside the cubicle. from this, please imagine how run down the school is!

cant stand AJ anymore. there are some ok or rather good looking guys there. but simply too short. argh. can only blame myself for being so tall. how i wish i were short and skinny. no offence. hmmm. i'll definately miss those nice ppl in AJ. esp my og. MIZUNO FROM ACUATICO. :) cute name hor. there's this indian girl, fariha. ultra enthu la. worse than the most enthu person i've seen. catholic high produces alot of weirdos. ppl who look like da bin, gays, sissy and guys who are severely underweight. sadly i didnt manage to take any photos of AJ to keep as memory. but i have alot for JJC. taken together with chuishan.

SA didnt turn out as what i wished. my first two day in SA was nightmare. first day in SAJC was quite bad. a poor lonely soul. went to OG17. and all those who were present that day were first intakers. so they had their own friends already. had a hard time fitting it. tried to be talkative. i dont think i'm a sociable person until i'm close with the person, so it was a chore. as i expected, SA was flooded with girl's sch and guy's sch ppl. some are very nice and sincere while some are down right stuck up. screw that samantha. argh. I TOTALLY HATE HER. the socializing part with others was still alright. and we had disco night which was some sort of JJ night pattern la. it SUCKED. the atmosphere was nt there at all. wasnt even half high. almost all the OG17 people went to find their old OG mates. so i jus followed a group and joined in. havent felt so extra for such a long time. ='( really very lonely and left out in SA.

after the disco night, went back for JJ night.chionged back with chuishan. i felt like crying when we just settled down. before we started mass dance, we went around to look for jia le they all. all three of us broke down into tears.i miss all my girls in JJ! jia le chuishan hui hui liang tong. and yes. mr sim too. a part of me is glued to them and seperating is hard. it just feel wrong. i've lost a part of myself. :'(((((((((( i cried non stop honestly. esp the song singing part.

in the western part of singapore,
there's a place i belong to,
where i'm trained to be sexy,
its JJC,
i know i know,
with heart and soul (with heart and soul) ,
we'll win you know!

TONIGHT i'll cherish the moment spent together cos its the only time we have.

THATS WHERE YOU FIND LOVE.

the mass dance damn high la. i screamed at the top of my voice and the sweat was dripping from my hair. haha. danced with cs. and we didnt really follow the steps. LOL. and we formed a lot of lines and ran around the hall.HIGH X 1MILLION. so envious of the 2nd intakers. hmmm. after that settled down and listen to mr leow's speech. couldnt hold back the tears again. was really surprised that when eleanor hugged me, I CRIED. =.= i guess all the hatred and dislike among friends just *poof* so happy to see yu liang, huijun and francis as OGLs. i'm so proud of you all!!
hugged.
cried till my eyes went swollen.
bid goodbye.
said numerous 'take care'.
keep in touch.
but will we be able to really do that?
guess we'll all jus move on, however the memories we weaved together will ALWAYS stay close to us. :)

hmmm. how i miss JJC. hope huihui's words come true. ming tian hui gen hao! =//
reminisce session.

once a JJC-ian. always a JJC-ian.

havent seen anyone in my sec sch clique and pri sch mates for quite long le. PLS DATE ME OUT!

9:02 PM