Tuesday, October 17, 2006
watching goong makes me feel like a loser. i dont know why. i feel so pathetic while watching it. it makes my desire grow stronger. far beyond control.
this feeling suck. and it is made worse knowing something so superficial can affect me so much. why do i think so much. argh.
my mood swings are incorrigible. even i cant tolerate myself anymore.
where'd you go, i need/miss/want you so.
why this sudden emptiness?
this is getting too emo but i cant help it. i could sense the difference in me. i'm apathetic in everything i do. and i mean everything. even when i'm typing this post.
on a happier note, i got 36 rank points and can be promoted. :D
i want to scarper into my dreams,
for dreams bring us somewhere faraway,
somewhere shiny and new, somewhere only we know.
but i hope, for once, it gets better when i wake.