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2006-11-02T16:09:00.000-08:00

shifted to http://morecaesarsalad.livejournal.com/

PLS VISIT ME AND ADD A COMMENT! :D if you are a livejournal user, pls add me as your friend!

lots of love.

2006-10-25T00:26:00.001-07:00

OHMY. it this true. is this why people call me bimbo?!?!?!? ahhhh.

to melvin sim : i'm not so desperate as you make me sound like. :C i miss you goodest good friend!

2006-10-19T22:04:00.000-07:00

"06s28 will still be the greatest class ever...
& i really can't agree more."

"i can't lose any of you. i just can't."

"No matter which class i will be in next year, 06s28 will still be the greatest class ever..."

its beyond doubt that o6S28 is the best thing that has happened in my life. :D i just cant bear to say goodbyes.

2006-10-17T22:45:00.000-07:00

watching goong makes me feel like a loser. i dont know why. i feel so pathetic while watching it. it makes my desire grow stronger. far beyond control.

this feeling suck. and it is made worse knowing something so superficial can affect me so much. why do i think so much. argh.

my mood swings are incorrigible. even i cant tolerate myself anymore.

where'd you go, i need/miss/want you so.
why this sudden emptiness?

this is getting too emo but i cant help it. i could sense the difference in me. i'm apathetic in everything i do. and i mean everything. even when i'm typing this post.

on a happier note, i got 36 rank points and can be promoted. :D

i want to scarper into my dreams,

for dreams bring us somewhere faraway,

somewhere shiny and new, somewhere only we know.

but i hope, for once, it gets better when i wake.

2006-10-11T22:27:00.000-07:00

update UPDATE! had my first training of the term. it was bad bad BAD! i cant serve receive nor set properly. haha. i couldnt set properly originally. =.= janet had a looooooooong talk with us about our mentality towards the future training. the keypoint is BELIEVE IN OURSELVES. yeahhh. jia yo :D i'm having these red dots on my hands. like some newbie. arghh.

the post exam period is just fun fun FUN. since i'm nt posting photos, i'de better write a thousand word essay!

went for chalet straight after geo paperr. omg. havoooc. pls refer to mei fang's blog for more details.

i've finally met up with des and algie toh. AWESOOOOME!

results are coming out tmr. so i'm posting cos of this --> PLS LET MY UTMOST LOVE S28 PROMOTE PLS. yes. i mean each and everyone of us. all the remaining 23 lovable kids. hurhur. the class will be so different if one of them is missing. AND I DONT WANT TO ADJUST TO CHANGES ANYMORE given i'm not a flexible person. i need all of them. ALLLLLLLLLL!

i'm so lazy to blog. you cant change a habit in days. =////

*note to self. its time for shopppping with daddy. and mahjong. and LOSE WEIGHT!

2006-09-18T18:32:00.000-07:00

i cant get myself started on EOM. ahhh. this sucks. i'm wasting alot of time on the computer. and i suddenly feel like uploading pics! :D

fab four. loveeeeee!

the prettiest!

and not to forget the fav grp!

first and last class photos. i'm still not used to the fact that huijuan and clara left us. :((((((

the monster of the house. awww. sexy lips she's got!!

ITS BEEN A ZILLION YRS SINCE WE MET UP! jessie. wy and nami missing.

the most random girl. mwahhhs!

TRADEMARK OF MS ROMANTIC. :D ahahhas.

me and my knight in SHINY armour. HAHAHHA!

2006-09-07T20:57:00.000-07:00

your 'Ha ha' makes me go highhhhh.
special people says 'Ha ha' in a special way.

<3

holiday's ending and i haven't done much work.
osugyhglhfjhlfhds.
i'm so in love with florida's natural. THE APPLE ONE.
and i think "&&&&&&&&&&&" sign is so pretty.
dont whatever me!!
off to do i&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&r now. (:

2006-08-26T18:32:00.000-07:00

i always believe that there must be a part in life where things stay stagnant and empty.
the time is here.

i know i am a super failure blogger.
but i'll really blog after oct 6. which is like after promos.
COS I MUST NOT RETAIN.
i got 8 for rank pts and i need 35 to promote.
which means i got to work almost 5 times hard.
TAKE CARE PPL!
:)

with love,
QIJUN.

2006-08-09T14:00:00.003-07:00

LOL. attractive?!??!?!

You Are An Ash Tree

You are vivacious and impulsive, which makes you extremely attractive to many.Intelligent and demanding, you don't care much for criticism.You have a ton of ambition and talent, and sometimes money rules your heart.You like to play with fate, and you can be very egotistical and restless.Demanding of attention, you need love and a lot of emotional support.

What's" Your Celtic Horoscope?

HAHAAHAH! maybeeeeeeee. tell me what you think!

You Should Be an Actor

You have a flair for the dramatic, and you probably already do a lot of acting in your day to day life, just to entertain yourself.No need to steal the spotlight from your friends... You'll get plenty of attention once you start acting professionally!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

why is it my hidden talent!!!??

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.People crave your praise and complements.

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK.

You Are 40% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

HAHAHAHHAH! ROFL

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantityYou've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks offAnd you're adaptable, giving each partner what they craveWhen it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

errrrrrrrrrrrrs. I DOUBT. pls tell me what you think! haha.

You Are a Coy Flirt

You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing.You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing.Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal.A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.

What Kind of Flirt Are You?

HAHAH. i think itss truee!

Your Love Style is Manic

For you, love is the ultimate rollercoasterAnd you love to hold on tight and enjoy the rideEvery time you fall in love, it feels like the first timeAnd while it's exciting and exhilarating...It's also stressful and scary!

What's" Your Love Style?

BRADY is a family show in the 70s. a very heart warming serial! (in case you dont know)

You Are Bobby Brainy

Ultra competitive, you will do almost anything to win. From pull ups to pool sharking, you're very talented.And while everyone is aware of your victories, they still (affectionately) consider you to be a little brat!

What Brady Are You?

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE! =)

2006-07-30T22:01:00.000-07:00

right. i took me 8 days to final realise that everything has changed and i'm living in my own world of illusions. now that i've come to my senses, i'm letting go. probably its best letting it go with the wind.

:D

if I lay here, if I just lay here
would you lie with me, and just forget the world.

2006-07-20T21:43:00.000-07:00

i'm finally hit slapped smacked whacked clouted by reality.
i've got 4 Fs.
chem maths econs and gp.

it was since sec 3 that i ever got such shitty results. i failed both maths and science then. i know i cant afford to let history repeat itself again! =( BUT sadly. it has repeated. intensive study plans has to be drawn out and hopefully i will make it to J2.

very disappointed. i really studied and studied quite hard but still got 4Fs. dont know how to disclose the news to my family. not as in afraid to be reprimanded but afraid of the awarkard silence i have to face knowing they are super disappointed in me. oh great. i'm such a letdown. i'm feeling super ashamed of myself at the moment.

ok. i must not be disheartened and must continue to work hard. do not give up. i have to tell myself all the shit for this period.

i need time to recuperate and get back on my feet. i am only left with 6 weeks.

2006-07-19T19:39:00.000-07:00

this seems fun! :)

1. Taken a picture naked? NO
2. Painted your room? YES. once and its pink. HAHAH
3. Kissed a member of the same sex? mei yoke once on the cheek cos of jersey 11
4. Drove a car? illegally,yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror? errrrs. yes
6. Have a crush? not at the moment
7. Been dumped? yes
8. Stole money from a friend? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes
10. Been in a fist fight? haha.catfights
11. Snuck out of your house? no. i'm not rebellious
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes of cos.
13. Been arrested? no
14. Made out with a stranger? N.O
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes.like who didnt
16.Left your house without telling your parents? yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? no. i never know any neighbours
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? during first 3 mths.
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes
20. Seen someone die? yes. a little boy being hit by car.
21. Been on a plane? yes
22. Kissed a picture? nopee.
23. Slept in until 3? yes. i can sleep the whole day if no one wakes me up. =/
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? nope
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? no. not that romantic
26. Made a snow angel? no. singapore has no SNOW!
27. Played dress up? yes
28. Cheated while playing a game? yes but i will confess.
29. Been lonely? yes like who didnt
30. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes. lecturers got special hypnotizing power.
31. Been to a club? no
32. Felt an earthquake? no
33. Touched a snake? yes. when i was 6?
34. Ran a red light? yup.
35. Been suspended from school? no. super guai pls.
36. Had detention? class detention. i am super guai!
37. Been in a car accident? no
38. Hated the way you look? YESSSSSSSSSSS :(
39. Witnessed a crime? no but i want to.
40. Pole danced? no. no figure
41. Been lost? yes when i was young. super scary.
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? yes
43. Felt like dying? like DUH
44. Cried yourself to sleep? yup
46. Sang karaoke? yes but not so often now that cwy didnt ask me.
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yeahh.
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? HA! yes
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? no
50. Kissed in the rain? ohhhhhhhhhhh. super romantic but never.
51. Sang in the shower? yes. it helps to relieve stress.
52. Made out in a park? NO! disgusting.
53. Had a dream that you married someone? haha. yes
54. Glued your hand to something? no not that dumb.
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? no. abit ridiculous.
57. Been a cheerleader? nope.
58. Sat on a roof top? no. i scared of heights. too scary.
59. Don't brush your teeth? no. i will die pls!
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes but always forced to.
61. Played chicken? as in prostitute or what?
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no but into the sea once.
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yep but i dont believe la.
64. Broken a bone? not yet.
65. Been easily amused? yes. i suppose?
66. Laugh so hard you cry? yes. i got abs! LOL
67. Mooned/flashed someone? argh. no!
68. Cheated on a test? yes. always during chinese ting xie.
69. Forgotten someone's name? yes and quite frequently
70. Slept naked? no.
71. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? no
73. Blacked out from drinking? no. my dad trained me.haha
74. Played a prank on someone? yeahh
75. Gone to a late night movie? yes with my dad. super cool dad.
76. Made love to anything not human? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
77. Failed a class? i am a responsible monitress. not yet till this point.
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? haha. so dumb. no
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no thats why i quitted piano.
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? nope
81. Do you celebrate the fourth of July? no. what day is it?
82. Thrown strange objects? haha. yes. during pillow fights with sis
83. Felt like killing someone? yes!
84. Felt like running away? yes. away from reality/
85. Ran away? saddly no
86. Did drugs? no!!!!!!!!!!!!
87. Had detention and not attend it? no. super guai rmb
89. Made a parent cry? nope. grandparent.
90. Cried over someone? yep after a phone call.
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? no
92. Dated someone more than once? ya
93. Had/Have a dog? nope. I WANT ONE!
95. Own an instrument? piano
96. Been in a band? wah. not that cool.
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? nope.
98. Broken a CD? yes. my gone with the wind cd. =(
99. Shot a gun? no but want to try
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends? ya,someone of opposite sex

2006-07-13T22:10:00.000-07:00

MY LIFE IS HARBORING ALONG A ground zero PHASE.

and it really sucks.

i need a compass.

2006-07-08T01:55:00.000-07:00

YAY. my exams are 4/5 over. haha. its only left with maths now.

my prediction of world cup results.
FRANCE champs
ITALY runner up
PORTUGAL third
GERMANY fourth.

FRANCE HAS TO WIN or i'll lose $$. i m rooting for c.ronaldo.
GO GO GO PORTUGAL. :)))))))))))

shall do a recap on my papers.

CHINESE.
its alright. hope to get an A cos its the only subject i can do well in.

GP.
i think i'm so screwed. did the qn on how does compulsory education help to get rid of poverty in every society. HOW CAN I EVERY FORGET TO TALK ABOUT THE keywork SOCIETY. i just wrote non-stop about compulsory education and chunk in everything i learnt from social studies. BUT I WROTE THE WRONG YR that compulsory education was started in singapore.
paper 2 was tough. spent half an hr on 3 qns when i had to complete 11 qns in one and a half hr. =(
I SO HOPE TO PASS GP.

CHEMISTRY.
i thought i was well prepared from chem. pls notice the word thought. mcq nearly killed me. it was super hard. i thought that section A + B has 15 qn althogther until ms sunarfa said there were 5 more during the remaining few mins. i was so running out of time alrdy la. so i resorted to my ingenious method. observe the pattern and just shaded which ever option that hasnt appeared for a long time. HAHA. paper 2 wasnt very well done either. whatever i memorised didnt come out. waste my time. some answers are wrong and the calculation are CHALLENGING. i'm not confident for chem. in addition.it was the most unluckily day of the week. early in the morning when i woke up at 5, my big aunty was here for a visit. and i realised that i didnt bring my pencil case only a few mins before we sat down in the hall and i ended up borrowing stationeries from everyone. cramp till i almost died... :(

ECONOMICS.
i didnt really have the mood to study for econs after chem so i relied on what i studied during the holidays. drq sucked away all my brain cells and i think i did badly for it. didnt have time to complete my second essay.

its really horrible when i pms. i feel guilty for it and dont know why i will do some crazy stuff. BUT THEN I WILL JUST GO CRAZY LA.
1) my sis came into my room to wake me up.
2) i was PISSED.
3) i started throwing my pillow/bolster/blanket and whatever i can grab.
4) i vent my anger by yelling into the bed since i got nothing left.
5) i went downstairs to take a cup of water.
6) no one talked to me and i felt ignored.
7) went upstairs and started crying and wailing.

i know its suppper scary. =((

i wonder whether i'm trying to make pms-ing an excuse to vent out grief within me. i feel i'm living without a purpose. i've never had a long term goal or ambition. so WHAT AM I LIVING FOR. am i living on just to find the answer or just to live cos i'm born into this planet? i really wish i do not know alot of what i know. whether its in the family friends or relationship. being simple-minded and naive might not be a bad thing. how i wish i can go back to the past and laugh my heart out when i feel happy or due to some funny comments. as i grow up or rather as people grow up we become hypocritical and sarcastic. we sometimes even lose our principle. its contentment that hard to satisfy? why is it so hard and rare that i feel contented. even if i do. it never last long. i will desire for more and more. i feel disappointed at myself. i want to be less material. i will make an effort to mark my word. i long for happiness and peace spiritually. but am i able to attain it without a religion. who can put my tormented mind to rest?

2006-07-03T16:00:00.000-07:00

its youth day and i'm stuck at home STUDYING. stupid exam timetable by sa. everybody's having fun now. so not fair!

soccer has been spicing up my life. and definately alot more people's. argentina, brazil, england and spain are all gone. WHO'S GOING TO WIN!?!?!? is it italy? is it germany? is it portugal? is it france? i think having a damn good coach is so very important. esp for portugal's case. haha. and england's one too. Eriksson has never beaten any team with SCOLARI as the coach. ricardo is my idol now! rooting for portugal. with deco and c.ronaldo, i hope they win france. and again thanks to the exam timetable i have to miss the semi finals. AARGHHHHHH. anger.

HAHHA. my dad's super wild recently. omg. haha.

i'm so afraid of common test. i must do well in order not to disappoint my dad and grant myself a shopping spree sponsered by him. its scary that he treats me better with each passing day. i must study!

so worried for algie. must be strong okay my dear!

DOES ANYONE HAVE THE BRAZIL SAMBA FOR WORLD CUP? the one with ole ole inside one. if you have PLS LEAVE A TAG AND SEND ME THRU MSN.

i'm so going to party after the common test when promos are ard the corner. DOESNT JC PPL HAVE ANY BREAK!??!

2006-06-23T17:17:00.000-07:00

YAY. new skin and new post.new term. new QIJUN.
hurhur. very funnny. my term 3 resolution is to update blog more frequently. how abt every 11 days? sounds good. ok. I AM GOING TO MUG WITH MY MIGHT i tell you. no matter how. all the fun-seeking activities are going to stop. no more training. and whatever things that will distract you can list.

i'm back from cruise. i'm so pissed with myself falling sick there. and i think i lost weight cos i hardly eat. waste moneyyy. =( 2/3 chalet was pretty alright given that only i and peier were left to entertain ourselves.

i want an injection to boost my will to excel. i'm definately going to draw up a new poster. =)) it somehow works for me. my very own one. HAHA.

went to watch she's the man with mel ytd. ITS VERY WORTH IT. its for sure that those people who took twelfth night before understands it. i'm so sorry for being late and causing us to miss the first part monkey!

pls tag ok. i'm still figuring out how to use haloscan. it requires a high level of intellegence. i'm off to studyyy!

how i wish you knew. i feel mortified towards you.

2006-06-11T12:13:00.000-07:00

ohwell. holiday isnt considered holidays to me. =( i've been working my ass off.

volleyball training has finally resumed. well. we've only had two after the holidays. one was outdoor one. the team was late and we sort of pissed janet off. didnt really train much cos the dsa ppl came for trials. it adds to the amount of stress we are alrdy facing. i was alittle sun burnt. haha. i think its quite nice. LOL.then training ytd was HORRIBLE for me. once again i almost fainted. you see. i'm going on cruise for 4 days so DEFINATELY i will put on weight. and i wanted to lose weight before that. therefore DIET. i didnt eat before training so yeahh. its a terrifying experience. not going to have training till next week. janet said i've improved. should i be happy. ohwell. janet talked to us and its like something hard hit on us all. anyway i still LOVE MY TEAM. =)

oh. and my project work. MY WONDERFUL AND SUPER CO-OPERATIVE GROUP FINISHED OUR WONDERFUL PROJECT IN 3 DAYS. i'm like duper elated and relieved la. another workload off my shoulder. YAY. carrying out the project was a very new experience. cos i know how it feel to be rejected! the photos of everything shall be uploaded VERY SOON. =/ i love my grp mates!!

met up with my dearest algie toh i forgot when. haha. it was pouring so heavily that we were drenched thou we were sharing umbrella. argh. her audition was a great success.went to holland v to catch up and just laze ard. it always feel good to be with her. =]

hmmm. had a class bbq on the 31th. haha. its urber fun. i have such a cool class. HAHAH.i bladed for the longest time in my whole life. the blister was like ARGH. algie said its disgusting. whatever. haha. PHOTOS WILL BE UPLOADED soon.

i love my sister. i love putting make up for her. i love dolling her up. i love teasing her. i love playing with her. i love to entertain her and be entertained by her. I LOVE HER. whohohohooh. =]

my dear primary sch friends i havent forget all of your yet. celebrated py and nigel's birthday on 06.06.06 my cross bling bling broke. so freaky. yes i know. it was great fun buying them couple t-shirt. i bet your two loved it right. HAHA. and their birthday cake was the most special one. the only one in the whole universe. you shall see it when i upload my photos. met up ytd to study at mel's hse with py jumie and des.its nt a very good idea. =[ went to watch a movie at plaza sing and meet nigel. i screwed up somehow. I M SO SORRY PPL. douglas came after that. haha. he changed so much.

and of course the rest of the days i've been STUDYING. =//

so although my holidayss are soooo busy and packed. i m having so much fun. even with books. so WOW right.

this is suchhh a long entry. oh so proud of myself. I HAVE FINALLY UPDATED. i'm going on cruise later. it'll be so much fun again. and from wed to fri. going to 2/3 chalet. can meet all my besties in 2/3. oh so happy. so i'll not be updating for quite long. haha. MISS ME PPL! =]

i thought the feeling is gone. but why do i feel so sad when you say something wrong causing me to say goodbye. =(((((((((((

2006-05-27T12:03:00.000-07:00

my ulcers are killlling me. its all grown on those weird places. screw them!!! totally unbearable.

YAY!

holiday's here!!!!!!! CELEBRATION! finally after soooo long. i'm finally able to take a break and catch my breathe. this whole term is rather hectic. vball got third for a diivision this yr so we're got to really work hard to maintain the position! and my studies. i've passed everything except maths and chem which i constantly get six pointers and being named "rare species". quite a failure. i need maths tuition. BADLY. URGENTLY. pls inform me if you know of any good ones. my geo is terrible also. other than that. school's fine. i love my class.=))

the pictures coming up will display how COLOURFUL my life is. =/

a wonderful day out with chuishan and jia le. very few people still stay close after the first 3 months. very happy that we belong to the minority.its always fun to be with them. =D

the 5 of us doing the pouch for dear seniors. we started from scratch to a ultra super duper beautiful pouch ok. luckily they are touched. aline planning the size. des with her balls. siewyan proudly presenting her first sample. you rarely see dawn concentrating and me laughing away. i love my team.

wanhui.maybel.DA COACH.roxanne.five of us with janet. tiffany.siewyan.desiree. 5 of us with ms wong.sandra.dawn.layyoong.
after our last match of the season against vjc. we won! =)))

team dinner. last chance for all of us to meet. =( seniors and JANET will be missed cos they are like sooo fun to be with. went to play pool after the dinner till 1. first time i hit the ball into the hole 3 times in a row. SO PROUD OF MYSELF.

went for jj talent time. so happy for zhi wen! he won the singles for chinese category! my ogl--> eugenia in jj performed as well. she won also! omg. what if they are popular next time. wah. haha. with khaymar and hui hui. I MISS KAH WASH. and i miss crapping and whining to hui square!

this was quite long ago. the invisible strength in my life. ALGIE TOH. i love you loads dear girl! we went for a hair cut which turned out quite badly. but having to spend some quality time with you was worthwhile. i miss the fun we had in secondary school days when we were so carefree. well. situation is different now. i'll always be there for you!. :)

i think this was a public holiday but i dont remember which one. first outing with my class. haha. so the turn out rate is still quite acceptable. and meet my 3 best pals from jj. haha. first time to take neooprint in this yr. =)) my favourite pal in class. PMF. love u!

and i havent forget my primary sch pals yet. =) went out to celebrate kel's birthday. short but fun gathering. only manage to stay in contact with des. the rest seemed to have drifted apart. i miss you all. =(

i'm so stressed that i'm starting to have white hair alrdy! i enjoy spending time with my family whether its eating or shopping for groceries. thanks for ur tinkerbell sweet meifang. SO SWEET OF YOU. i still dont bear to eat it. LOLs. my fellow bimbo. huijun. hope u r having lots of fun in jjc without me.HA. and peier and stella whom i can click so well with. miss you girls. stella i think u shld join vball la. we must go out during the hols.

grandpa's 70th birthday. my stupid sis who topped the class. and myself.HAHA.

from this very long entry. you can see that i'm quite no life. haha. and i clearly miss many ppl and there's so much catching up to do! pls date me out ppl!

i catched a couple of movies. MI3, X MEN 3 are all sooo nice. was quite disappointed by da vinci. i'll be back soon. =)

i'm SO looking forward to finishing PW, my cruise, 2/3 chalet and class bbq. AWWW. i wanna have fun. :D

2006-05-13T23:28:00.000-07:00

why does all the good things have to end.
i wanna learn how to say goodbye without having to feel sad.
i m so afraid of meeting new people.
=/

2006-04-26T22:20:00.000-07:00

SURPRISE.

under popular demand i shall update my blog. haha. my internet just miracally revived! wooooooo! been really busy. stress level rising high. i'm wondering about so much things. and of course thinking about some stuff. havent met any of the old friends lately. WILL UPDATE SOOON. i promise and alot of photos to update. off to iron clothes. PLS MISS ME PPL! =)

2006-03-31T08:49:00.000-08:00

oh. i just realised that i've been tagged by jinghan. so here goes:

7 qualities of my ideal partner

1) he has to be taller than me. the best would be more than 1.80m.
2) being humourous is very crucial. and we must have endless stuff to talk about. aiyo. we have to click la.
3) erm. good dress sense.
4) NO SMOKING
5) finacially stable. okay i admit i'm spendthrift.
6) hopefully not tooo handsome. hurhur. but has to be nice,loyal,trust and LOVE me and bu ke yi da man ren.
7) romantic and gives girls surprises.

is it to much to ask for.

2006-03-29T18:40:00.000-08:00

lesson has offically started. its been pretty good. i'm glad that i'm in study mood. I LOVE STUDYING. haha. bought alot alot of saints tee shirt. and i'm so broke. the graphic calculator cost me a bomb ok. i'm going to sell it off after jc.

BAD NEWS. i've put on so much weight and i'm on DIET. never in my life had i hit 50 on the scale. RED ALERT.

life's revolving around the same old thing. volleyball school work and friends. i've not meet any NONE of my close friends for so long. oh well maybe i'm too used to seeing them every 2 to 3 days thats why i'm not used to it. miss algie tohh so much. =((((((( having training 3 times a week. and ends at 8pm nearing 9. so by the time i reach home and finish bathing. its 10.30. WOW. i finish my dinner at 11. i must not lag behind in homework. I MUST & WILL MAKE IT. there's going to be 10 talks on mental prep which takes up another two days in a week. so i'm only free on monday and sunday. SO NO LIFE. pls ask me out to play dear friends. i need to relax.

i miss being sun burnt and having red red cheeks. so random. =/

2006-03-22T21:37:00.000-08:00

so one week has ended like THAT. let me recap on what USEFUL things i've did the past week. proudly to say i havent spend one full day at home and had a afternoon nap.

i've been spending my weekend with my family. went over to my dad's new office to help for the whole day today.haha. YAY. i bought so much things. some stuff for sch and sally hensen nail growth things. so my nails will be beautiful and strong, allowing me to go for manicure. FINALLY. spend half of my saturday there and went out with des, hooyoung and hafiz in the noon. went to beauty world to play pool. lhy is such a bloodsucker. argh. totally hate him. pissed me off TOTALLY. almost blew my top. can you believe he is still scolding vulgarities at a age of 20. those were things i scolded when i was 14. it just reflects one thing. guys mature slower, MUCH SLOWER than girls. :) i'll keep my cool.then went to IMM for dinner with parents. i'm going to put on so much weight. i've finally ironed my uniform. wah. its a great sense of achievement i tell you (pls continue reading to get the story).

friday i ^$%$&$(&amp;amp;amp;amp;^(@&^@. hurhur. i was back home by 8. after slacking ard, i decided to iron my sch uni. ironing the skirt was ok. quite chicken feet. wait until you start ironing the 3 tops. i so regret buying the blouse with elastic band. i almost died ironing them. the first one. when i ironed half way, i realised that there were pink stains on the blouse. so i took down to bleach it off. the second and third one. i ironed finish then i realised that there were a few brown stain dots. was so angry!!! first time wash become like that. so i quarrelled with grandma. and washed them all over again. so i wasted 2 hrs doing everything. arghhhhhhh. its such a chore having white blouse when i have a morbid preoccupation with cleanliness. i was quite stupid that i ironed the rubber band. so one of it is unstretchable now. LOL.

hmmm. thursday. ah i went to suntec with des and nigel. we have the WARM LAVA CAKE at tcc.

the cake.

the cute cute seat.

ppl pls try it at least ONCE before you head for the coffin or you'll so regret it. and it makes ur pocket burn. =/ after walking around at suntec and buying a top from topshop. VERY NICE!!! (topshop stuff are now better than mango, zara's coming up too) we watched UNDERWORLD EVOLUTION. but i kept calling it underwater world. haha. the man at the counter didnt even check our ic la. its M18 leh. its the first time i broke a law this yr. =) i guessed we looked matured. HELLO?!??! nigel was in sch uniform leh. that guy must have had problem with his eyes. i seriously recommend this to movie to the mass. although i didnt watch the first movie, it wasnt hard to get the storyline. if your can pass the check, PLS DONT HESITATE! i did a very dumb thing in the cinema. some scenes were tooo disgusting. and i being stuck in the middle had to hold the popcorn. so somehow i forgot i was holding it and let go. it was all spilled on the floor.

was bored. HA.

had training on wednesday. played badminton with des on monday. she's really good la. a very shiok session bcos i sweated alot! woots. i forgot what i did on tuesday. LOL.

a new week has started in sajc. its pretty good. i was without a tie on the first day so i panicked like shit. luckily a girl meifang approached me and calmed me down. so ultra friendly can. found out she was in student council in her previous sch. no wonder la.she's in my class and she's really very nice. =)) lucky me. so i had someone to stick to. YAY. met algie at orchard after school. and walked around. i've got no doubt she's my bestie. 3 cheers!

went back to jjc with chuishan. the lnsg --> laugh non stop girl. LOL. my jokes. THANKS CHUISHAN FOR ACCOMPANYING ME IN SA. you always appear when i'm so helpless. the no of friends i know in sa can be counted with my fingers OK!??!?!?!??!!??! met yuliang. miss him so much too. it's nice to see ppl whom you are familiar with. its weird wearing sa uniform there. hmmm. sorry PEIYONG TO FOLLOW ME IN. i know i owe you one. so sad huihui nnvr go. =( sold my jjc shirt to pei er.

TO KOH BO XIANG. I WENT BACK TO JJC TO SELL PEI ER JJC'S PE T SHIRT AND NOT TO BE AN EXTRA. YOU HURT ME AND I HOPE SOMEONE WILL SCREW YOUR ASS REAL SOON BUT SOONER OR LATER YOU'LL GET YOUR KARMA. YOU'RE SUCH A STUCK UP SUCKER. NO WONDER THE GIRL YOU LIKE IS AVOIDING YOU. F**K TO YOU.

i dont know but it's for sure koh bo xiang is born in this world to piss me off. =)
went to jp to have lunch with py mel and joel but he had to leave early.

today was a happy day although i was scolded early in the morning by a teacher. dunno her name but she caught me for my skirt and tie. argh. you mustnt be late or just in time for flag raising in sajc. confirm kena. my class is soooo fun! =)))))) i realised that i'm really dumb. shant mention it. went to have lunch before training with team mates. but was cancelled again. for the THIRD TIME. oh my. went to watch movies together. very fun group of girls. I'M IN GOMES. RED RED RED.

life's getting back onto the right track. goood good. school's good. class's fun. friends are nice. family are more appreciative. what more can i ask for. guys? being so ugly and unappealing. guys are gonna be out of my life for two years. just going to concentrate on studies, volleyball and friends.

i've been to loads of movies recently. SO BROKE. i've watched underworld evolution, yours mine ours, nanny mcphee and dorm. dorm is totally not a ghost show la. quite heartwarming. the remaining two are funny. i recommend yours mine ours. really hilarious!

i'm so loving all my FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!

i'm offf now.

in SA uniform.
arghhhhhhhhhh. i dont even know you but your smile just melt me. i'll be satisfied just looking at your bad view. :)

this is so wrong.

2006-03-14T13:18:00.000-08:00

my life's still sucking quite badly.
my emotions are all tangled up.
under tremendous amount of stress.
life's quite screwed up.
hope it changes for the better.
F.F.F.F.F.F.fuck.

2006-03-10T21:02:00.000-08:00

i've ended my 3 days stay in AJC. ms wong from SAJC called and ask me to go down to get my transfer form. and i dragged stella and chiong down. was elated! i almost died of boredom in AJ. i must comment on the toilet in AJ! it's the worst i've seen in singapore. 3 out of 5 requires you to squat. and the ONLY sanitary bin is outside the cubicle. from this, please imagine how run down the school is!

cant stand AJ anymore. there are some ok or rather good looking guys there. but simply too short. argh. can only blame myself for being so tall. how i wish i were short and skinny. no offence. hmmm. i'll definately miss those nice ppl in AJ. esp my og. MIZUNO FROM ACUATICO. :) cute name hor. there's this indian girl, fariha. ultra enthu la. worse than the most enthu person i've seen. catholic high produces alot of weirdos. ppl who look like da bin, gays, sissy and guys who are severely underweight. sadly i didnt manage to take any photos of AJ to keep as memory. but i have alot for JJC. taken together with chuishan.

SA didnt turn out as what i wished. my first two day in SA was nightmare. first day in SAJC was quite bad. a poor lonely soul. went to OG17. and all those who were present that day were first intakers. so they had their own friends already. had a hard time fitting it. tried to be talkative. i dont think i'm a sociable person until i'm close with the person, so it was a chore. as i expected, SA was flooded with girl's sch and guy's sch ppl. some are very nice and sincere while some are down right stuck up. screw that samantha. argh. I TOTALLY HATE HER. the socializing part with others was still alright. and we had disco night which was some sort of JJ night pattern la. it SUCKED. the atmosphere was nt there at all. wasnt even half high. almost all the OG17 people went to find their old OG mates. so i jus followed a group and joined in. havent felt so extra for such a long time. ='( really very lonely and left out in SA.

after the disco night, went back for JJ night.chionged back with chuishan. i felt like crying when we just settled down. before we started mass dance, we went around to look for jia le they all. all three of us broke down into tears.i miss all my girls in JJ! jia le chuishan hui hui liang tong. and yes. mr sim too. a part of me is glued to them and seperating is hard. it just feel wrong. i've lost a part of myself. :'(((((((((( i cried non stop honestly. esp the song singing part.

in the western part of singapore,
there's a place i belong to,
where i'm trained to be sexy,
its JJC,
i know i know,
with heart and soul (with heart and soul) ,
we'll win you know!

TONIGHT i'll cherish the moment spent together cos its the only time we have.

THATS WHERE YOU FIND LOVE.

the mass dance damn high la. i screamed at the top of my voice and the sweat was dripping from my hair. haha. danced with cs. and we didnt really follow the steps. LOL. and we formed a lot of lines and ran around the hall.HIGH X 1MILLION. so envious of the 2nd intakers. hmmm. after that settled down and listen to mr leow's speech. couldnt hold back the tears again. was really surprised that when eleanor hugged me, I CRIED. =.= i guess all the hatred and dislike among friends just *poof* so happy to see yu liang, huijun and francis as OGLs. i'm so proud of you all!!
hugged.
cried till my eyes went swollen.
bid goodbye.
said numerous 'take care'.
keep in touch.
but will we be able to really do that?
guess we'll all jus move on, however the memories we weaved together will ALWAYS stay close to us. :)

hmmm. how i miss JJC. hope huihui's words come true. ming tian hui gen hao! =//
reminisce session.

once a JJC-ian. always a JJC-ian.

havent seen anyone in my sec sch clique and pri sch mates for quite long le. PLS DATE ME OUT!

2006-03-06T20:47:00.000-08:00

I MISS JJC REALLY BAD. =/////

I MISS :

1) rubber particles from the SYNTHETIC field being in my shoes.
2) THE WHOLE ORIENTATION
3) my friends in OG4
4) the OH-SO-NICE OGLS.
5) the cheers which made us so high
6) the games where we got so wet and dirty
7) the host of orientation in JJ. jana and weihong
8) SIMON LEOW
9) being so crazy and wild, totally forget about my image.
10) replying 'alright' when we were asked "okay?" and shouting "ok" when asked "alright?"
11) the spirit and the ties forged between mates.
12) sleeping together during the camp. (AJC HAS NO CAMP!?!?!?)
13) the smelly toilets
14) mrs ohLAImete and mdm alphapa
15) the aircon everywhere.I'M EVEN COLD IN THE HALL.
16) mass dance which i totally love.
and alot more. will add on when i rmb anymore stuff.

i always thought that simon leow was lying when he said JJC orientation was the best. NOW I BELIEVE TOTALLY. without a doubt. =((

ANDERSON'S ORIENTATION IS BADDD. REALLY BAD. i cant wait to get out ok. argh. the ppl are nice. but the spirit is totally nt there. the OGF they call themselves, cant help us break the ice and lift our spirits. the mass dance in AJ is horrible. hohohorrible. seriously cant make it. and we had games. very dry too. one was expection which was the chair game. the talk on subs lasted for 3 HRS?!?!?! i almost died there. I JUST DONT LIKE THE SCHOOL OK!?!?!?

its really true that you only know how to treasure something when you lost it. just realised that i'm so attached to JJC.

i'm looking forward to SA. =((

2006-03-04T18:15:00.000-08:00

hmmm. was posted to anderson junior college. don't know if i'm looking forward to it. went to appeal at st andrew's jc ytd. so i went for the trial today.

woke up at 6.30. and my dad sent me there. was sooo nervous. really butterflies in my stomach. cheryl and layyoong are there. to be frank. the people arent friendly and they are really better than JJC. very scary. the training was damn tough. but luckily its indoor. the coach( which i think she is) said that i got 70% chance of getting in. is it high? so i'll just have to wait for the news.

met melvin and went for lunch with his mum and gina. and he got the urge to go play badminton so we asked his friend sean along. i'm dead beat now. but i have to go to my class. JJC class. 06A01's bbq at vivien's house later. meeting chuishan in a while. its a pity jiale cant come. i think it's probably the last time we are coming together. :'( all the fun time together.

to lynn: i'm in love with the people and memories i made and had in JJC. not the SCHOOL. =.=

i shall blog my sentosa trip and all the pics of JJC when i'm free. i'm kinda looking forward to my first day in AJC. =)) SA might not be such a good choice. what if i screw up there? my future?

HEADACHE!

2006-02-26T18:08:00.000-08:00

its so many people's birthday today. =)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY. SELING AND MINGSHI'S BROTHER. i totally love my dad. he's really cool at times.

like what melvin said. next week is going to be the finally week in jjc. and its for sure that i'm definately not staying. well. probably a little emotional now. although there isnt alot of wonderful memories in jj. there's alot. haha. a lil lame. =/ i've got to know alot of very nice and geniune people like jia le and chuishan. love you girls! and not forgetting my dearest og four mates. although some of us had stop interacting to a point where we arent even hi-bye friends, but the time we spent together will always be remembered. =)

also my classmates!! :))))) o6A01. the attendance for our class is pathetic on most of the days ranging from 7 to 12 ppl? we have produced very famous ppl. like the justic league and the fantastic four. i'll try to get the photos posted asap. so many cool ppl in my class. woots. and fun ppl. who cant stop pon-ing lessons. oLAImete and alphapa was hilarious!

my volleyball mates. liang tong, hui hui, jia le, hui min, xiao cha bo, xiao ting, jo and kai ying. hui square is damn fun fun fun to play with la. time passes so fast with her.

during the e- web in camp.

hui hui and me.

hui hui, jia le, me and chuishan. pig face. whahah.

OG 4. FAMILY ONE. 2006.

booklet given to us by OGLs on revelation day. :)

jia le. fellow BIMBO huijun and me.

OG 4 celebrating chuishan's bdae.

during the camp. in the middle of the night. sleepppppy!

revelation.

will try to get more photo asap. so ppl please send me photos! esp chuishan.

the past few months are nothing but full of excitement and fun! esp with my family. went to the aerospace exhitbition at changi with family yesterday. was sunbaked. and its seriously not fun. so i had to entertain myself with the camera. WHAHA. will upload the photos once i have the time.

think im in for a sumptuous meal tonight. HOHO. yay. and i've seriously put on weight. =((((((((((((((((( i'm hitting 50. OMG! i've got to do something. so i'm not gonna sit down after meal for at least half and hour!!!! I CAN DO IT ( i must do it). i must resist the temptation of food. and i've realised something. my fingers get itchy once i've got nothing to do so i will start eating. ARGH. so irritating.

i'm so in love with badminton nowadays. i'm going to tag along with my father for his badminton sessions. picked up quite a few sports in the first 3 mth. like squash and tennis. i've tried them for the first time in my LIFE. so i didnt waste my precious youth.

went for quite a couple of movies lately. the pink panther and final destination. watched final destination with jiale chuishan and hui square. its a quite gross show. so its nc. BUT NO PROB FOR ME! =) ha. so i was holding my towel, only peeking at the movie and squeezing cs's hand. so sorry. its a total saddist show la. everyone died. the pink panther is such a lame show. although its funny i dont find it a good show. and mr jason had to watch it twice because of us.cos i skipped sch that day and went shopping with des. sooo shiok. bought a dress and a tee shirt. des who said doesnt want to spend money spent more than me la. and melvin wanted to matchmake jason with des. so we had dinner at marche. its a damn interesting drama. on the table and beneath it.

zilian-ing before going out.

in zara. i wannt that skirt.

again. i think its illegal right. but who cares. ms purple eyes and ms grey eyes.

i'm so addicted to shopping, spluring my money and everything. it seriously gives me satisfaction. =))

went to watch the south zone volleyball finals with melvin and went to meet nigel. and we met ms goh during our wait. she's ermm. rounder now. and HAS A BF! felt so lousy. =// went to pastamania and played with the food.

the making of errm. MR PASTA?

the outline of the face using my tiramisu cream.

cheese as hair. ice cube as teeth and chilli sauce.

the very nice mr pasta.

WHAHAHAHA
i'm off. =]

2006-02-13T20:30:00.000-08:00

i got 12 for o's. 12 for L1R5 9 for L1R4. a little disappointed. my mum wasnt very happy either. kept thinking of what ifs. and the list jus went on. what if i worked harder. hmmm. but i guess there's no point.

for those who didnt do that well. just move on with life and learn a lesson from this. for those who did well. ENJOY!

friday went to melvin's hse play mahjong with nigel and des before taking out results. were so nervous that we cant eat.went to eat steam boat after getting results with wy hw yt and kelvin's group.

went shopping with monkey and des on saturday. didnt do mach.

went sentosa with melvin des py jumie kel and nigel on sunday. sooooo fun.will upload photos very soon. its the second time ive been to there this yr. and as a result. I AM VERY DARK. AAAAAAAA!

and today. went to crash nan yang jc with py n melvin. NANYANG IS SO DAMN NICE LA. i just love it! ive jus realised that i went out with melvin for dont know how many consecutive days. shopping and hanging out. we can really amuse each other like shit. i can laugh until my tummy hurts and literally laugh my ass off. py too. arghhh. i'm left with like less than 48 hrs to decide my FUTURE. HOW?!?! what should i choose. its real hard cos i dont know where's my interest. nan yang jc? jurong jc? innova? or poly. ok. discussing with my dad later. went back to sqps to talk with mrs nair. its helpful but it made me realise that i am studying without an aim. maybe calling mr lee and algie to ask them later. ITS SUCH AN IMPORTANT DECISION TO MAKE LA. my future can. =.=

i'm off.

i miss you. alot. but i cant do anything or tell you. can i? i agreed with your decision. everything's tooooooooooo late. :'(((((((((

its valentine's tmr. =)

2006-02-10T00:02:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHHH. ITS JUDGEMENT DAY TMR. CAN U BELIEVE IT. SO FAST LAH. OMGOMG. i'll be seriously down if i get more than 15. i dont know if i can hold back my tears tmr. its like less than 24hrs later. MY RESULTS ARE OUT.

i seriously love my OG mates alot la. esp jia le chuishan and yuliang. i'll definately miss them la. still got many more. my class ppl. always so united when it comes to skipping lesson. all the fun we had during breaks at the cafe or canteen. the games we played at the bball courts. i'm really unsure about the future.

watched i not stupid tooo. damn nice. i've learnt to appreciate my family much more. :) went with melvin and des. melvin is still as dumb. =.= lmao when we talked abt tornados. hahas! and i cried like dunno what over the movie. it not only cost 8 bucks but also my tears. this is the second movie i teared so much. the first was be with you.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. TMR! TMR! I WILL BLOG TMR. AWAIT FOR MY RESULTS. i think i will suffer from insomnia tonight. i dreamt twice of my results. first was i got 10, the second got 16. it'd better be good. *keep fingers crossed*

ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE. AND ANYONE READING THIS. :)))))))))))))

ps: i'm so happy. the pimple bursted. HOHO!

2006-02-02T21:42:00.000-08:00

NOOOOOOOOOO! MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD LAH. i know its ages since i blogged.='( i am busy. will update very very very soon ok. I PROMISE.and it'll be a damn long entry la. =)))))))))))))) but the prob is i dunno what i am busy with. so i'll sort it out and UPDATE. school rock. jc friends rock. life has been good ( since i know how to appreciate it already). miss my pri sch friends, sec sch friends ALOT. i'm loving JJ!

results are out next week. OMG OMG. so scared. ruth n mel are overseas. siannnn.
LOVE OG4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-10T17:28:00.000-08:00

might not be able to update that regualrly cos its really quite busy recently. its either school or hanging out or blah blah blah. and i usually reach home ard 5 to 6. after dinner bathing. the top priority is bed. i hardly have time for tv. lectures has started. i dont know whatever was happening that i almost doze off while COPYING notes. the history teacher is worse than ms seeto. and we've already had maths homework (you call them tutorial now) on the very first lesson. =(( the teachers are INTERESTING man. and they are not call teacher. they are civic tutors. WHATEVER. i miss jss.

shall elaborate on my 3 days 2 nights camp. =] i had fun. but i didnt think it was THAT fun like what the rest said. i did participate in games and stuff but i didnt get HIGH. i did cry but i wasnt sobbing. i still find sec 3 camp better. probably its that i find it weird going to camp with friends whom i known for jus 2 days. i'm copying himbo's format f0r this entry. hehehs!

mass dance - shake shake shake. haha. my dance partners are wanjing jingming donald georgina. the most memorable one is donald la. haha. a very cute guy. he has the most innocent face of our age i've seen alright. and we could hardly catch the steps. so its rojak dance. was busy gossiping with jingming too. wanjing was very serious and i had fun with georgina.

song singing session - i sat with jia xin and we were away for our family. but the whole session was thumbs up!!all the songs are so lame and kuku alright. and of cos there were touching ones. and together with simon leow's touching speech. it somehow made us emotionally attached to the OGLS,student coucil and not forgetting JJC. everyone locked our shoulders with the person beside us. it felt like family. :)

jj night - super memorable. LOVE EVERYONE. the atmosphere was
wooonderful. speech was given. we danced 9 songs in a roll. everyone was perspiring like hell and enjoying themselves to the fullest. we sang most of the songs we learnt on the previous night. it touched many and brought tears to our eyes. then the lights went off and seniors threw light stick into the air and it looked like fireworks. the hall was nicely decorated. everyone was locking shoulders with partners again and jumping and jumping.truly enjoyable. it jus felt like JJ. =]

night games - the snake and ladder game was so fun can. it has definately made me lose some weight. YAY! we sweated so mach and were running around the school without stoping. ooohlala. and i feel that our og is almost the last la. we didnt even hit 60. =.= nevertheless. its really entertaining and the seniors mus have put in alot of effort in making the gigantic snake and ladder. its a great experience walking around the school in pitch darkness. =x

war of combat and telematch- CLIMAX. IT WAS WET AND WILD. papayas soap water flour mud. its on everyone's body. its super duper urber fun. :))) everyone was induling in the fun. ohhhlalaaa~

OG time - enjoyable. it was fun. our group was the only one that didnt have forfeit. yes. we have very nice OGLs. =))) the games which should be original according to mr simon leow are really ORIGINAL. =// we learnt many cheers. it really displayed JJC spirit. nice nice~~

bathing time - i tink i spend my lifetime waiting to bath. wait and wait and wait. for the very first time in my life. i shared a bathroom with a girl. aaaaaa. cos i have long hair, cant wash it in the basin. =[ the water was so cold that i have difficulty in breathing. haha. thats how weak i am.

eating time - the food was not very good. i didnt finish even one meal. always have leftover. i'm hungry but i jus cant finish. its either too spicy or i didnt really like the food. sorry for being so fastidious.

physical training - it was quite relax actually. haha. didnt do mach. jus the usual we do during pe.and it only last for half an hour?
i was sunburnt and the nose's skin is peeling. =((

emotional web - the best. its truly emotional. huijun passed the rafia string to me and i passed to sheng wei. WHY DID I PASS IT TO HIM!?!?! argggh. stab me. nevermind that. i realise that some people are really observant and the tiny winy things we do without realising might be appreciated by others. a great session.

a part of the web. a star and message from OG mates.

i will always remember. OG 4. FAMILY ONE. =)))))

ok. maybe i love jjc. :]

2006-01-07T20:39:00.000-08:00

missing algie soooo much. =( miss all my girls. maybe i'm not really enjoying myself in jjc. i don't know. will talk about camp and do some reviews in the next entry.

i just wish tomorrow will be a better day. why cant i see through your lies.

life suck. ={

happy birthday peisze.

2005-12-31T12:37:00.000-08:00

less than 12 hours more to 2006!i shall do a loooong recap tmr. =)) gonna celebrate ltr but i dont wanna miss my show on scv which MIKE HE is appearing on. i wish everyone a early new year here. ENJOY YOUR NEW YEAR EVE YEAH.
=]]]

*ps: MY WORK FINALLY ENDED. a little looking forward to my 3mth at jjc.

2005-12-28T11:20:00.000-08:00

CHRISTMAS IS OVERRR. I HAD SUCH A WONDERFUL TIME WITH ALL MY LOVED ONES.

CHRISTMAS EVE

met up with wy.yt.hw.mel at orchard for some very last min shooppping. but in the end only mel and i bought something. den we were so bored and took the north east line back to je. den it started to rain cats and dogs. melissa was taking so many unsightly photos of me. you better delete them! hehehs!went wy hse first to take our ready bought ingredients for spag and soup. went yingtong's house. the kitchen was too small for all 5 of us to fit in. but all of us just squeezed. so fun. and i was very hyper. i tink i was laughing at everything. the cooking process was fun. hahaha. first time i cook spag. the spag was alright la. but i didnt manage to finish it. the soup was a little salty or too sweet. something wrong with taste buds. cant differentiate. and i had tummyache the next day. =/ den i went down the street to des's house. i didnt get to see ruthie. ='( thanks wy for the wonderful bolster and the touching card. =)) when will all of us come together again? NEW YEARS EVE YA. woooolaaaaaaa~~

at des's hse hafiz himbo nigel peiyong jinghan jumie were playing a very RETARD game. and i was so pissed at myself for not getting the hang of it. but i guess i'm a little too smart for such games. whahahha. after that went up to exchange presents. so all of us were engrossed in unwrapping our presents and reading cards. i feel so lousy for nt wrapping anyting and writing cards. went out after changing. we counted down in the bus like siao ppl. esp jumie. shout merry xmas so loud. very ma lu. himbo and i were throwing our face on the mrt with our lame games. shall not mention here to protect my image. dropped off at esplande. why is there full of ah bengs? where did all the high class ppl go?!?!? OOOps. thats sooo bitchhy. the story telling session was soo fun. learnt alot new stuff. it was havoc when 8 crazy ppl come together. then talked about our perspectives and expectations of love. very different. yeah, it was interesting. we were all faminished so we walked to laopasa for our supper and settled down at raffles mrt for the night. it was damn chilly and all the girls were like freezing. i'm so proud of myself! that was like the first time i didnt sleep at night. i didnt even shut my eyes! what a thing to be proud of. =.= so we waited for the first train to come and go back. it was ssssoooooo PACKED! i even spotted an old uncle . you mean they also stayed in town overnight??!?! saw boxiang and zhengquan. two person only where got fun. i rushed home to get some sleep before going to church with my grandma. i promised going with her. but i OVERSLEPT!. what a pig. so disappointed. how can i let her down. =(( and i have finally patched things up with nigel. a little sick and tired of our constant bickering and unsatisfaction with each other. i THINK we're friends now. i hope we are.

XMAS DAY

woke up at 1 pm ( very reluctantly) and started preparing. i even bathed in hurry but was still late. very late to meet algie and peier who were spending xmas with me. SORRY GIRLS. as i was whining how hungry i was as my stomach was empty. we went to a cafe at city link to makan. i had frozen mocha and cheesecake. the mocha was bad. very bitter. the cheesecake was good. haha. at least i wasnt hungry til very late. very filling and cheap. good! we jus walk walk talk talk. but i was really fun. so long nvr have a catching up session with peier liao. i saw many mr good-looking. but both of them dont think so. in conclusion my expectation is the lowest. which is a good thing. all the yandaos are not say very tall. depressing. =(

christmas is a season of love. it is for sure that people can feel it. will such beautiful feeling just fade away after 24 hrs? i hope not. really fortunate to have so many lovely friends around me and celebrating xmas with me. love you all. =)) i'm jus curious why are we influenced by the western people so mach that even the non christians and catholics are celebrating it. jus for the fun of it maybe? but its really fun. hahas! =>

when will i ever get my answer? even if its not what i want, i wanna noe. i ought to know. my patience is runninggggg out. i was at a total loss when i see u today thats why i hid behind the pole. i dont wan to see you and i dont want u to see me. maybe thats the end. GOODBYE

BOXING DAY

went out with family ytd. which was boxing day. was very FRUITFUL! i got a nike school bag. mum bought a guess bag which i can share! MWHAHAH!! and bought two pairs of STUDIO shoes. which again. I AM SHARING. wooolaa~ they bought some burberry stuff cos it was having sale. the plastic bag very style. ahhas. and bought many other stuff. we had such a fabulous lunch at ajisen. the unagi was THUMBS UP! yummy. my sister bought a set of monopoly. can play with her liao. since my childhood days, i havent touch it for long. dad wanted some prata for dinner so we went to a he-said-was-famous-restaurant to order take away. we ended up waiting for half an hr on the car and the food was a letdown. had such a wonderful day with my family. although we were fighting verbally and some even cried. the laughters and the jokes made the day truely enjoyable. it has been a long time since we last went out together and had such a great time. i hope this happens more often. is this due to the christmas atmosphere which is still lingering around?

am working right now. =x daddy's worker is on long leave so i have to come here for replacement and help out everyday. all this will end on the 30th. i'll be free.

thanks everyone for the cards, pressies and sms greetings!

i'm awaiting the arrival of the new year. =]]]]
sorry for such a long long long entry!

2005-12-23T12:32:00.001-08:00

i've been cutting down alot on coffe consumption.
i've jus realised that most of the time when i go out.
i'll spend more thank half of the money on food.
SO!!!
i'm gonna fill my stomach with food everytime beofre i leave home.
good plan.

hmmm.
this few days are kinda boring but i'm enjoying it.
haha.
i'm trying to stay at home as mach as i can.
cos i'm so into drama series now!!!!!!
i LOVE AH MENG.
he is the lead in the er muo zai sheng bian.
going to burn it and watch repeatedly.
so nice.
the role is acted by he jun xiang or mike he i tink.
and the female lead is raine yang. yang chen lin.
almost all the actors and actresses are eye candy.
i jus wan a boyfriend like AH MENG.
so perfect.
uh oh.
i seemed to have forgotten abt mingdao.
i used 2 days to finish the whole 20 episodes.
not bad eh?

so i'm starting on full house recently.
borrowed amanda's dvd.
so i'm on the 3rd disc now.
going to finish le.
the show was under expection.
i tot it would be very light hearted and romantic.
but abit boring.
rain ia really cute.
hehehehehs!

and currently.
I'M IN THE OFFICE AGAIN!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

stayed at home on 20th and 22th.
went out with himbo on wednesday.
haf a very good time.
i managed to buy most christmas presents for friends.
and we caught perhaps love.
and i'm so sorry for being late monkey.
i like the movie pretty mach cos i'm quite i'm musical stuff.

commentary on perhaps love directly copy-paste from himbo:

Anyway, let me comment about the movie- Perhaps Love which was an excellent movie but it sets us thinking. I felt that the show reflected a very pessimistic image about love and such a portrayal of love is devoid of feelings that warm your heart like how a hot cup of tea warms your throat on a cold day. Is it a must that in the realm of love, someone always has to suffer? Love is bittersweet and irrational because sometimes, our expectations of a "fairytale ending" devoid our hearts to accomodate thoughts of failures so it's particularly jarring when we're rudely awakened by the fact that a seemingly perfect relationship cripples as it can't withstand the external pressures. "Remembering never change anything"- this statement is true because sometimes we plunge into utter sadness when our hearts go through pandemonium of emotion upheavals; we fail to realise that somethings, eventually cannot be changed but on the other hand, I would say some memories are really unforgettable. Well, perhaps love is someting everyone seeks to be made perfect but perhaps love isn't what makes us whole after all.

and i watched the promise on monday.
the show was a little stupid i would say.
the content is quite plain.
but overall.
its above average.
cos we have 2 eye candy!
thats all for now.

very disappointed that today's ice skating trip is cancelled!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaa.
='(

my my.
its christmas eve tmr.
n all the plans are not fixed!

2005-12-23T12:32:00.000-08:00

i've been cutting down alot on coffe consumption.
i've jus realised that most of the time when i go out.
i'll spend more thank half of the money on food.
SO!!!
i'm gonna fill my stomach with food everytime beofre i leave home.
good plan.

hmmm.
this few days are kinda boring but i'm enjoying it.
haha.
i'm trying to stay at home as mach as i can.
cos i'm so into drama series now!!!!!!
i LOVE AH MENG.
he is the lead in the er muo zai sheng bian.
going to burn it and watch repeatedly.
so nice.
the role is acted by he jun xiang or mike he i tink.
and the female lead is raine yang. yang chen lin.
almost all the actors and actresses are eye candy.
i jus wan a boyfriend like AH MENG.
so perfect.
uh oh.
i seemed to have forgotten abt mingdao.
i used 2 days to finish the whole 20 episodes.
not bad eh?

so i'm starting on full house recently.
borrowed amanda's dvd.
so i'm on the 3rd disc now.
going to finish le.
the show was under expection.
i tot it would be very light hearted and romantic.
but abit boring.
rain ia really cute.
hehehehehs!

and currently.
I'M IN THE OFFICE AGAIN!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

stayed at home on 20th and 22th.
went out with himbo on wednesday.
haf a very good time.
i managed to buy most christmas presents for friends.
and we caught perhaps love.
and i'm so sorry for being late monkey.
i like the movie pretty mach cos i'm quite i'm musical stuff.

commentary on perhaps love directly copy-paste form himbo:

Anyway, let me comment about the movie- Perhaps Love which was an excellent movie but it sets us thinking. I felt that the show reflected a very pessimistic image about love and such a portrayal of love is devoid of feelings that warm your heart like how a hot cup of tea warms your throat on a cold day. Is it a must that in the realm of love, someone always has to suffer? Love is bittersweet and irrational because sometimes, our expectations of a "fairytale ending" devoid our hearts to accomodate thoughts of failures so it's particularly jarring when we're rudely awakened by the fact that a seemingly perfect relationship cripples as it can't withstand the external pressures. "Remembering never change anything"- this statement is true because sometimes we plunge into utter sadness when our hearts go through pandemonium of emotion upheavals; we fail to realise that somethings, eventually cannot be changed but on the other hand, I would say some memories are really unforgettable. Well, perhaps love is someting everyone seeks to be made perfect but perhaps love isn't what makes us whole after all.

and i watched the promise on monday.
the show was a little stupid i would say.
the content is quite plain.
but overall.
its above average.
cos we have 2 eye candy!
thats all for now.

very disappointed that today's ice skating trip is cancelled!!
waaaaaaaaaaaaa.
='(

my my.
its christmas eve tmr.
n all the plans are not fixed!

2005-12-19T14:43:00.000-08:00

each time i write an entry.
i'll have to recall wad i did for the past few days for VERY LONG.
my memory is failing me.
too mach coffee.
mummy said it was bad for memory.
OH NO!!
and basically i'm too lazy to blog daily.
HAPPY BDAY FLORENCE.

i going into my first choice.
JJ arts.
NO FRIENDS FROM MY SCH ALRIGHT.
so the only person i noe is mr HIMBO.
=((
everyone so smart go science.
saddening.......

went out with des n py on the 15th.
saw lg n amanda finding for job.
mango has a HUGE SALE.
i bought 1 top.
den ate at nydc.
THE I FORGOT WAD CAKE NAME I ATE was so nice.
got ice cream beside de.
and the cake was hot hot de.
AND THE CHOCOLATE.
wah.
yummilicious.
and i forgot wad we had for dinner.
did we had dinner together.
OMG.
my memory...
ahhhhhhhhhh.

went out with mummy on friday after getting the results.
told my father n he didnt believe at first.
WHATEVER.
went mango again.
bought 2 top n a pair of jeans.
YAY.
happy.
this is know as retail therapy.
whahahs.
den MY MUM WAN GO MY DAD OFFICE.
so i totally SIAN DIAO.
i really cant escape the cluthes of my parents.
ahhhh.
went there n got scolded the whole afternoon cos i wasnt helping out.
ITS LIKE I WAS HAVING THIS SHOPPING MOOD WHICH WAS GONE FOR SO LONG AND NOW SHE WANTS TO GO OFFICE.
WHO IN THE HEAVEN WILL HAVE THAT MOOD.
i was dammmn pissed.
=.=
my good mood fleww.

YAY.
i stayed at home the whole day on saturday.
second time in hols le.
so i played with my sister..
however she was damn eager to go out larrs.
cos i promised her that i will bring her out once in the hols.
jus two of us alone.
and she wanted that day to be SATURDAY.
so i agreed.
n she asked me to help her choose clothes.
whatever i chose.
she say nt nice nt nice.
so we were so pissed and called it off.

YTD.
went out with mss toh.
we bought nail polish, lip gloss and present for friends only.
wahaha.
and nth elssssse for ourselves.
depressing.
we r such thrifty and frugal when we spend money.
OR IN ANOTHER WAY.
we r very broke.
and she treated me dinner to thank me.
oh so kind.
whahas.
went her hse to take vcd.
the er muo zai sheng bian and full hse.
HAHA.
i shall be so occupied with drama now.
=)))
her family so friendly.
and her father is sooooooooo thin.
omg.

NOW!!!
i'm being a responsible girl and helping out in the office again.
meeting des and jinghan ltr in town.
abit sian-ed of there alrdy.
dunno wad we're gonna do.
most prob sit down and lim kopi again.
whahahas.

2005-12-14T16:40:00.000-08:00

YAY!
TODAY'S FINALLY THE LAST DAY OF WORK.
SO BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.
I'M GONNA FINISH ALL THE WORK!

the first three days of the week had been boring.
like wad chunseng said.
he has no life.
SO DO I!!!
work and work and work.
this is how i spent my days lately.
argh.
from morning till night.
WHY AM I WASTING MY YOUTH IN THIS BLODDY CRAMPED UP OFFICE!?!?!
monday is a full working day.
pls notice the word FULL.
worked from morning 9 to 9++ pm.
almost 12 hours!
its worse than working people.
although many of u saw me online.
which means i'm slacking.
BUT my work load is still very heavy alright.
=)

and i predict i'm gonna work till 7++pm today.
which is already very lucky cos my dad's gonna play badminton.
which means i've got to go home myself.
ARGH!!
honestly i hate taking bus and mrt now.
my source of transportation is pretty much only taxi and dad's car.
OMG!!!

well.
lets talk about ytd.
went to support algie and zhiwen for campus superstar.
very sadly.
both didnt get through the last round of audition.
='(
only one out of the final 20 was from our school.
and thats the councillor --> YANGCE.
so JSS ppl pls support her.
i hope she wil do the sch proud and maybe even win.
HAHAS.
technically i was scolded dumb by ruthy the whole day.
=.=
ohwells.
too used to it already..
as long as i noe i'm NOT DUMB!
thank you.
we both bought a pair of shoe.
which is quite cheap.
20 bucks only.
ruth says she's taking after me being so spendthrift.
but at least i'm working leh.
U R ROTTING AT HOME EVERYDAY IN UR MAPLE LAND!
hahas.
she was dressed up in the cool pattern with sunglass summore.
i like tat.
cos it is like a mirror.
so i can look at myself every min.
EVERYGIRL LIKES TO LOOK AT THEMSELVES.
=)))
i was wearing quite formal cos after work.
so ma fan cant change.
and i cant hug ruth anymore.
she has got a severe sunburn.
and her skins jus WONT PEEL OFF!

and i realised that i this pattern really cant go concert.
i tink i'll most probably come out in a stretcher.

after announcing the results.
ruthy pangseh us and went home.
so i n algie went to marina with the rest of the ppl.
go eat steamboat.
iits fun.
we laughed alott.
we took mrt from marina all the way to je.
haha.
yes.
we wanted to spend more time with the 14 ppl there.
in the end i reached home only at midnight.
fook tien n chin hua gang are really fun people to hang out with.
so is quan rong and reuben.
=))

LOVE ALGIE!
MISSING EVERYONE SO MACH.
MELISSA.WAIYENG.HUIWEN.JESSIE.KHAYMAR.YINGTONG.PEIER AND EVEVRYONE.
LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!

2005-12-11T15:13:00.000-08:00

sooo lazy to blog.
i had very very good food for 2 days.
YAY.
guess i'm in love with eating..
whahahas.

went to eat fish and co on fridays.
ate sweet and sour fish.
its not VERY nice larss.
but its edible.
lols.

had lunch with my family ytd.
was so so so so irritated larrs.
so hungry le den my dad walked from taka to paragon and back to taka.
WTH.
and we still had to queue and wait.
ok.
but the tortorous process was worth it.
we had crystal jade PALACE at taka.
HAHA.
*show off*
the food is THUMBS UP!!!
and its not very ex.

after that went to meet HIMBO and des .
waited for des to finish her interview.
bloody long leh.
1hr!!!!!!!!!
luckily she got the job or she'll be so dead.
its havoc when the BOs united.
we were in taka and we did very very stupid things.
we 2 walked 3 steps forward and 2 steps back continously.
HOW DUMB IS TAT.
and alot ALOT ppl were looking at us as if we were from mental hospital.
ok.
we have no brains.
he has a pea brain.
i have half a pea.
HAHA.
we went to mandarin jus to go to the toilet.
stooooooooooooopid.
so malu.
BUT!!!!!!!!!
its VERY FUN!!
we had marche.
and i realised its quite hard to spend over 15 bucks unless u're a huge eater.
haha.
so its kinda affordable.

so happy and tiring day~

i'm so in love the pride and prejudice movie la.
i watched two version of it liao.
one is the oscar winning and another one is BBC's production.
ahhhh.
so in love with the show.
realli wanna catch it in cinemas.
ANYONE WANNA COME?!?!?!??!?!
ITS A CLASSY SHOW!!!

2005-12-08T12:22:00.000-08:00

i think i mus have gained a few kg.
AHHH.
thats very bad.
somebody have to head to the gym with me.
for some exercise.
RUTH.
WE BETTER GO SOON.
my life is basically filled up with food.
after breakfast i come office.
sit for dunno how long.
lunch finish le den come back office.
sit again for dunno how long.
HOW NOT TO GAIN WEIGHT!?!??!?!!?
i'm trying my best to maintain le.
i climb the stairs.
WHHAHAHA.
and to my surprise.
my hse dun have a weighing machine.
SO HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO KEEP TRACK OF MY WEIGHT!?!?!?
arhhhhhhh.
i love the tidbits my dad bought.
so nice.

tmr going to have a feast again.
havent decide whether to eat seoul garden or fish n co or jacks place yet.
i eat good stuff.
WHAHAHHAHAHA.
shall blog tmr.
=)))))))))

2005-12-08T11:07:00.000-08:00

currently rotting in the office again.
going to be here the whole day cos my dad's woorker is boarding the ship.
so i need to help him out.
so.
i predict today's gonna be B-O-R-I-N-G.
=/

basically i'm here everyday and leaves in the early afternoon.
went to keynes's birthday bbq on monday.
the atmosphere was kind of dull.
and we didnt get to eat mach.
i and lg were feeling very depressed.
oh wells.
shldnt talk abt that here..
and he didnt seem to enjoy his bbq alot.
oh.
the birthday cake was good.
the hazelnut and chocolate.
thumbs up!
and i reached home ard 12.
cos i cinderella ma.
don reach home by 12 will get punished.
LOL.
i took a wrong bus.
den i had to change bus and cross the overhead bridge.
ALONE.
its quite eeries and scary.
luckily was talking on the phone.
so it helped a little.

ytd.
went to des's house for mahjong.
finally.
YAY.
i noe how to play le.
although i noe how to play last time la.
but all those tai and hua dunno do wad de.
but NOW.
yes.
NOW i noe le.
yesterday was boring.
oh.
probably not.
had a talk with my dearest HIMBO.
so envious of that melvin.
stop thinking liao.
i tink u shld take some actions.
LOL.
fate has brought ur two to meet in a CHURCH.
although i dun support that kinda relationship la.
BUT.
give it a try.
who noes i might work out well.
love mr himbo~~
=))))
had a fight with my mother.
well.
this is so normal isnt it?

ahhh.
cant go out with des they all.
so sad.
trapped in this ho-ho-horrible office.
ARGH!!

2005-12-05T17:57:00.000-08:00

AFTER THAT DAY'S GOSSIPING SESSION.
WHICH LASTED TILL 12.
we went over to des hse for sleepover.
3 days 2 night.

i reached her hse at 9+ on saturday cos went shopping..
nvm buy anyting.
its sad la.
but no $$$ le.
daddy'd better give me PAY.
I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!
py des and i were there on the first night.
watched tv.
the show LOVE IN HARVARD is ichiban.
the SHUREN is SOOOO PRETTY.
wooooot.
and dunno for what i cried and cried.
even after the touching scene i still cant stop tearing.
maybe too depressed lately.
we went up.
use awhile computer den sleep le.
and i had to share bed with py.
MISS MY BOLSTER.
fell asleep at ard 3?

kelly came early in the morning on sunday.
i was the last to wake up.
whahhas.
wasted a long time before we left for mac.
after having breakfast went back and set for ORCHARD.
for our dear py's prom dress.
WTH.
Y IS JURONG SO LOUSY.
I WAN PROMMMMMM!!!
IT GIVES ME A REASON TO DRESS UP.
AND SPLURGE MY $$$$$$
we all like this creamy white dress.
so PY U SHLD BUY IT.
although its not VERY cheap la.
$99.
hahas.
a piece of advice for everybody.
the coffee club in wisma.
IS HORRIBLE.
the food n drinks are so ex.
AND AWFUL.
actually only the food's awful.
but the service is bad.
i ordered hot chocolate and had no stirrer or spoon.
the lasagne was the worst i've tasted.
CALM DOWN QIJUN.
after that went coffee bean.
i din order anyting.
yes.
i'm going to control my temptation for coffee.
go back le watch star awards.
nothing to comment.
kelly went home.
and we along with carissa played mahjong.
i won quite alot.
YAY.
hahas!
went to sleep at ard 3 plus oso.

today morning.
des feeling horrible all over.
poor thing.
her flu shld be quite serious.
we had pizza and talked.
i hope u're better now.
=)
came home den got scolded.
grandma say i very immature.
play too mach.
dunno how to think.
selfish.
put friends before family.
shldnt go ppl hse to stay for two nights.
WHATEVER.
too pissed to say anyting le.
conclusion / (a lie to make myself better) : old ppl are old fashioned.

they seemed to have fun at the beach WITHOUT ME.

2005-12-05T17:35:00.000-08:00

the photos on my bdae are finally here.

SISTER

GRANDPA.IRRITATING SIS.ME

ME WITH THE CHRISTMAS COW.

MY FACE TOO UGLY.WHAT IS TAT MAN DOING??

ME.CHEEKY SIS.MUM

DAD.SIS.ME.GRANDMA

ME.SIS.DAD.GRANDMA

ME AND DADDY

ok. I LOVE MY DAD.

we finished everyting.

2005-12-02T11:51:00.000-08:00

its been two days since i blogged.
HMMM.
birthday dinner with family was kinda good.
i realised that my family can really eat.
we went to marche.
and order so mach food that the whole table was packed.
SHOCKINGLY.
within less den an hr.
*POOF*
everyting was gone.
haha.
so fast right.
errmm.
not only that.
i realised that my sister is DEAD STOPID.
she was urging me to buy someting to drink.
and i asked her nt to buy anyting.
she left with a card.
and came back with a bottle of mineral water.
WTH.
DOESNT SHE HAS COMMON SENSE.
argh.
that bottle of mineral water is definately very ex la.
and who will drink mineral water at marche when they have other choices.
BETTER choices.
stooooopid her.
my birthday cake was really awful.
and i had only a bite out of it.
shall update the photos when i get home.
=)))

till now.
i havent come out with any resolutions.
awwww.
i mean MEANINGFUL ones.
abigthanksto:
quanrong jessie seling mingshi yingtong algie nick kelvin zhengquan weihao melvin huiwen waiyeng chunseng florence melissa keynes lynette desiree and pei er.
=) thanks for rmbering my birthday.

going to meet up with py des n kel for dinner.
haha.
again.
we'll gossip like hell.
looking forward to it.

wish the weekend come faster so i can escape from my dad's office and have FUN.
HURAYYYYYYYYY.

OH YES.THERE WILL BE BLOOD.

2005-11-30T12:17:00.000-08:00

MYMY.
I'M SIXTEEN.
=)))))))))
YAYAYAYAY!
A NEW YR AND NEW BEGINNING FOR ME.

have alot of family problems lately.
quarrelled with my mum on 28th.
was actually going over to des's house but she dun let.
and in the end she took me sis and grandma out.
=.=
yeah.
she wanted to buy me a present.
whatever.
y she become so nice SUDDENLY.
and along with my sis we burnt her pocket.
LOL.
i bought boots bling bling and pants.
happy~~

hmmm.
den ytd went to dad's office to help out.
DAMN BORED.
finished my work so early.
den zuo bo so long.
use computer awhile he scold.
talked with algie for on the phone for quite long.
had a girl's talk la.
its good.
helpful.
<333333 her so mach!!

today.
its kinda the worst birthday.
believe or not.
i'm still in my dad's office.
WORKING.
hello.
its like my birthday leh.
whats wrong with that man.
argh.
nvm.
but we going home earlier to change.
and going to have dinner for celebration.
i REALLY HOPE IT WILL TURN OUT WELL.

a BIG BIG thanks to all those who rmbed my bday.
u people really put a smile on my face.
THANKS.
=))

i shall talk abt my resolutions SOON.
heeehs!

2005-11-27T13:13:00.000-08:00

AT LAST.
im back from my class chalet.
its pretty fun i'd say.
met khaymar at ard 3.
and she was so upset abt her job thingy.
i hope u've got one now.
den we reached our room at ard 5.
haha.
basically we didnt do mach on the first day.
zhengquan and bo xiang were MAD.
as in really MAD.
they were singing the S-L-E-E-P song.
crazy boys.
the rest of us were jus lazing ard.
playing cards, sleeping, watching tv.
people present: tianji chunseng zuozhe khaymar me boxiang zhengquan weihao keynes yongkeng zhen hui.
so MANY hor.
syahid and viknesh came at night.
so some of them go pick them up and go eat.
as i was dying to go DRINK COFFEE.
khaymar me bx zq cs zh and yk went swensens.
haha.
the chicken baked rice bery nice.
:)
love the CHEESE.
eat finished le den walk back to downtown.
the boys went to buy beer.
buy liao of cos drink right.
so they drank beer.
crazy boys + beer = INSANE.
haha
so crazy until i n khaymar quite scared.
at it gets late.
many were tired and slept.
but i have to say the two nights were a torture!!!
woke up quite early the second day.
waited for everyone to bath and went for branch.
den go escape whhile some others went cycling.
den zz cut his toe and cs lost wallet.
poor kids.
den after we went back.
a fight started and khaymar went home.
:'(
the bbq was FUN.
the food so nice.
haha. i love marshmallows.
den talk with mr lee.
he's such a funny man.
telling was abt GOD and karma blah blah blah.
n surprisingly its tian ji who is interested!
haha.as the night get darker.
many ppl went home.
so cs zq and i went to buy vodka.
drink liao all crazy.
den sleep.
morning wake up den go home le lor.
HAHA.

after i came home den quickly wash up.
met desiree and melvin for shopping.
in the end nvr shop at all.
i trimmed my eyebrown.
AHHHHHHHHHH.
i m realli not a BIMBO!!

saturday was the only day i stayed at home the whole day since olvl ended!!
OMG!!!
achievement man.

3 more days to MY 16TH BDAY.
YAY.
=))

2005-11-23T13:35:00.000-08:00

finally changed my skin.
COOL hor.
LOL.

went to buy bbq food with cs zq and tian ji.
WAITED FOR ONE HR.
DAMN PISSED.
nvm.
i shall talk abt happy stuff.

at last.
i watched harry potter.
first time in the cinema with monkey dog and sea lion.

ok.
like what pei er said.
cedric is HOT.
but his face a little to square liao leh.
and its a pity that he died.
oh.
the Beauxbaton girl FLEUR is a real BIMBO.
she has breast looks and NO BRAINS.
heng she nvr win lor.

its kinda boring that i read the book before and i can predict whats coming out and stuff.
hmmm.
emma is CHARMING.
really.
but she need botox to get rid of the wrinkles when she frown.
haha.
and whatever happen to RON.
ARGH.
the voice so man liao.
the hair like tat liao.
not cute liao.
the twins are CUTE.
HEHEHEHE.
and our dear HARRY.
he's not that type of sizzling hot man la.
but he is capable of making our heart melt.
:))
MOANING MYRTLE IS ANNOYING.
KILL HER AGAIN.
WHAHAH.
ERRM.
and KRUM IS THAT HANDSOME.
not compatible with EMMA.

going to chalet le.
miss me peeps.

feel like highlighting my hair purple leh.
hmmm.
money constrain.
and my dad doesnt allow me to work.
WTH.

AHHH.
i will miss the finale of frog prince.
MY MINGDAO.
BELOW IS HOW HE CONFESSED TO TIAN YU.
OH SO SWEET

2005-11-22T10:12:00.000-08:00

oh..
havent updated for a couple of days.
was busy chiong harry potter's dvd this few days.
finish the chamber of secrets and prisoner of azakaban.
nice nice.
and if everyting turns out right.
i'm going to watch goblet of fire today..

sunday.
went to bishan junction 8 to support our sch ppl.
for the SCHOOL SUPERSTAR.
algie was great.
shiyi algie and zhiwen all went to next round.
YAY.
omg.
i and khaymar waited for 100+ contestants before them lor.
and we almost DIED.
everybody was jus squeezing.
esp FAT ones.
arghhhhhhhhhhhh!
i was like going to faint liao.
but we were determined to wait till they perform..
SO WE WAITED AND WAITED.
many among the crowd where derrick's fan.
so when derrick left.
they followed like MADDOGS.
so the SQUEEZE intensified.
in conclusion.
i'm nvr going to these type of ting.
FOREVER.

monday.
jessie me wy ruth went shopping.
yay.
so fun.
ate pasta take "neoprint"
haha.
crazy lor.
bought quite some stuff.
very contented.
cant wait for next shopping spreeee.

tmr's class chalet.
abit excited abt it.
haha.
going to buy food for bbq with chunseng and some ppl.
SO AUNTY.
better dun let me carry ntuc bag around.
WHAHHAHA.

go brush my teeth le.
`byebye.

2005-11-19T13:31:00.000-08:00

WHAHAHHAHHAHAHA.
FREAKING O LVLS IS FINALLY OVER.
OMG.
REALLY OVER THE MOON.
IMAGINE ALL THE THINGS I COULD DO AFTER IT.
YTD WAS SUCH A FREAKING LONG DAY.
HAD BEEN COUNTING DOWN SINCE 7AM IN THE MORNING OF 18TH NOV 2005.
I'LL ALWAYS RMB THIS DAY.
JUS WANNA DO A RECAP FOR THE WHOLE OF LAST WEEK.

AMATHS.
TO MY PLEASANT SURPRISE.
IT WAS ACTUALLY FINE.
PAPER1 WAS FINE.
BUT A LITTLE WORRIED FOR PAPER 2 COS I DIN DO THE MATRIX QN.

LIT.
PAPER 2 WAS FINE.
WHY DID VIOLA COME OUT WHEN I DIN STUDY FOR THEME OF LOVE.
ARGH.
NVM.
I SURVIVED.

PHYSICSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
AHHH.
IT WAS HELL.
DUN BOTHER TALKING ABT IT.
I HOPE I COULD GET A C6.

HISTORY.
QUITE OK.
WAS STUDYING CHINA THE PREVIOUS NIGHT.
AND PACIFIC WHICH I STUDIED JUS B4 THE EXAMS DIN COME OUT.
WROTE THE ESSAY TOTALLY BASED ON MY VAGUE MEMORY.
IT TURN OUT TO BE THE LONGEST I EVER WROTE.
=)

CHEMISTRY.
IT'D BETTER BE GOOD LOR.
MY ONLY SCIENCE.
GOT HOPE.
YAY.

I'M THRILLED THAT THE PAPERS ARE OVER.
=)))))))
LYNETTE SAID I WAS LAUHGING TO MYSELF WHEN THE INVIGILATORS WERE COLLECTING PAPER.
THAT WAS LIKE HOW HIGH I WAS LA.

AFTER THE PAPERS.
OUR CLASS GIRLS WENT TO BUSSTOP.
ME KHAYMAR LYNETTE ABIGAIL SWEZIN LAYHOON HUIYU GEKSAN YONGWEI DIANA.
TALKED FOR SO LONG.
DEN WE WERE LIKE STANDING IN A CIRCLE OBSTRUCTING THE PATHWAY.
HAHA.
VERY FUN.
30 WAS TAKING FOREVER LA.
N MY BAG WEIGHED TONNES.
AFTER THAT ABI WENT HOME.
SO LET WITH THE 9 OF US.
WHICH IS LIKE HALF OF THE CLASS GIRLS!!!
OMG LOR.
SO MANY.
THATS QUITE PATHETIC OSO.

HUIYU DIANA AND LAYHOON WENT TO JE.
SO ONLY LEFT 6 OF US.
HAHAH.
UPON REACHING JP.
LYNETTE GO BUY WAD STUPID DRAGON BOOK. =.=
DEN WENT HOME.
SO LEFT 5.
BUT IT WAS STIL VERY FUN.

COS THE QUEUE WAS SO LONG EVERYWHERE.
WE WENT TO EAT AT KOPITIAM.
TALK N TALK N TALK.
I REALISE THAT I N TT KHAYMAR CANNOT STOP FIGHTING.
WENT TO LIBRARY.
WE SAW THIS CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN OUTSIDE ESPRIT.
OMG LOR.
ALTHOUGH ITS SMALL LA.
BUT REALLY MAKES ME DROOL.
MUST TRY IT ONE DAY.
:)))

<3333333>
AFTER THAT MY DAD PICKED ME UP.
AND IT TURNED OUT TO BE ONE OF THE WORST DAY IN TIS YR.
SO NOT TALKING ABT TAT.
HE TOTALLY RUINED MY DAY.

HAHA.
WATCHED TV ALONE TILL 1AM.
VERY SHIOK.
GOING TO DO IT MORE OFTEN.
HEHEHEHEHEHS.

OMGG.
WAD AM I GOING TO DO FOR THE REST OF THESE DAYS.
WHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
SO MANY THINGS.
SO LITTLE TIME.
SO LOOKING FORWARD.
ENJOYYYYYYY.
JOY TO THE WORLD.

HARRY POTTER.
I'M COMING FOR U!!!!

I'M GOING TO MASTER PHOTOSHOP!

2005-11-13T18:13:00.000-08:00

i can see spiderwebs on my blog already.
whahahahaha.
i'm so going to change my layout right after o's.
the papers for this week is still fine.

SOCIAL STUDIES.
was pretty alright.
its the first time in 2 yrs i'm a little confident of my SEQ.
cos i actually studied.

ENGLISH.
will be very contented if i get a B.
somehow i cheated cos the previous day i was memorising all those idioms and stuff.
to improve my english.
and i tink it did work la.

EMATHS.
there is finally hope for me.
from my inital F9 in sec 3.
i hope it can jump to A1.
but the ting is.
many ppl will get A's den the frequency curve will be damn high la.
till now one mistake for paper 2 and a few more for paper 1.

LITERATURE.
this is the first time i ever had enough time.
i got 5 mins spare.
YAY.
and i wrote the longest in history.
and had sufficient time.
so in conclusion.
writing in ball pen is much faster..

next week is gonna be so stressful.
chemistry.lit.physics.amaths.history.
AHHHH.
wan dan le.
only revised amaths chem and abit of history.
TIME IS PRECIOUS.
seize time.

saw matthew ho tat day.
i tink he rmbs me.
and was looking at me as if i'm alien.
wad a sad man.
has to eat alone.
tsk tsk.

END OF ENTRY.
BACK TO MUGGING.

2005-10-20T14:16:00.000-07:00

AHHH
LAST TIME I'M COMING HERE B4 OLVL.
LAST TIME COMING ONLINE!!!
GOOD LUCK PPL!!!
WORRK HARD.
MUG HARD.
ALLLLLLLL THE BEST.
29 more days to FREEDOM!!!

2005-10-13T19:17:00.000-07:00

SKIPPED SCHOOL TODAY.
kinda bored at home now~~
but its definately mach better than in school.

went to school for night class ytd.
NIGHT CLASS IS A TOTAL FAILURE.
less than 20 peepo lo.
while i n lg were busy studying.
BLACK OUT..
HOW TARABLE CAN THE SCHOL GET.
n we studied till 10!
OMG.

i actually tot tat i would be able to get the BEST ACTRESS in e golden horse award
however my acting is too poor.
to an extent tat i cant even fake sick and get a MC!!
ARGH!
i'm never gonna to go to poly.
NEVER AGAIN!
its a horrible experience.
must wait so long and the doctor not friendly at all.
TODAY SHALL BE MY FIRST AND LAST.
den go eat pizza with ms roasted.

should i buy WANG ZI BIAN QING WA vcd now or next time.

MINGDAOOOOOOOOO.
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2005-10-08T23:06:00.000-07:00

AHHHHH.
i can see spiderwebs here.
i tink my father dun let me use the com so he did someting to the com.
hmmm.
so i might not be able to blog so frequently.
):

ok.i used to tink that girls who fantasies over these kind of pop stars or guys from boybands are stupid and foolish.
now i tink likewise
maybe bcos i haven being thru tat stage previously.
as now.

I HAVE TOTALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH MING DAO.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
when i first saw him on tv.
realli not handsome la.
haha.
BUT I
love him to bits.

HEART THROB.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

studies not very good.
too mach ting is happening.
so stressed up.
GOTTA STUDY HARD!!!!
gone~

2005-09-20T18:51:00.000-07:00

had emaths p2 n english p2 today.
i TOT e maths was ok until half way thru.
hope i can get a B this time.
from F9 to C6 to B4!
HOPEFULLY.

hope to get at least B for ang moh ahhhhhhh.
i miss my B!!!

had tuition for roughly more than 3 hrs.
BORING.
DRY.
yes.
i hate edwin koh!

2005-09-18T18:04:00.000-07:00

argh.
ppl will nvr noe how terrrible to write ur new name for prelims.
ahhhhh.
keep writing and cancelling.cos too used to e old one liao.
i believe some teachers will be shocked.
where got student from 4/3 name hu qi jun one?
YEES.
thats my new name.
i'm LOVING IT.

e maths was alright.
i hope can get a B3 for paper 1.
so will pull up paper 2 de abit.
however.
quite unlikely.
):

ss tink bomb liao.
although got study but forgot alot.
i mean ALOT!.
source base so hard summore.

do i have to comment on angmoh.

so sian.
chem practical.
everybody.
burette is the long one.
PLS RMB.
bcos i jus rmbed only last week.
lit is going to kill me.
havent been reading king of the castle yet.
wil do it ltr!!!
argh.
i have slacked for basically the whole of 2 days.
physics is going back.
I HOPE THAT MR YEO WILL SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!

it may not be true.
but it made me shiok-ed for a MIN.
whahahahas

gone~

2005-09-14T16:08:00.000-07:00

ITS LESS THAN 24 HOURS BEFORE PRELIM!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
omg.omg.
i better pia my ss liao.
n according to mr lee.
ss --> so simple.
whatever him.

i really dunno whether i hate or i love my sister.
when she cries in my arms.
i feel that she's so small.
she knows nothing to protect herself.
plus.
she's so cute.
but sometimes she gets on my nerves.
ARGH.
complaining this n that to my parents.
how irritating.

soccer with my class ppl are so FUN!
i LOVE SOCCER SO MACH.
played two periods today n skipped recess.
haha.
sweat until so shiok.
SYAHID IS OUR HERO!!
=]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

my big aunt better not come during the exams.
*pray*

YAY.
i got A2 for my cca grade.
not bad.
at least im happy with it.
(:

ok.
back to mugging.
might disappear for awhile ppl.

DO WEELL FOR PRELIMS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-11T17:47:00.000-07:00

schools starting tmr!!!!
DREAD GOING!

AHHHH.

revision is kinda bad.

the more i study.

the more i tink that WHY AM I SO STUPID?

and of cos the more I DONT KNOW.

my lala land took up too mach time already la.

am so happy.

I CLEANED MY BELLY BUTTON.

YAY!

its so clean now.

hahahahahahahhahahaha.

havent been exercising for real long.

so i did some sit ups ytd.

n got SCOLDED by my ah ma.

*^&*%!$^%!#$^%*#%@#

whateverrrr.

SOMEBODY PLS GO EXERCISE WITH ME AFTER O'S!!

really looking forward to the days after o's!
will definately miss alot of ppl.
but life still has to go on~
i miss watching tv!!
):

back to mugging.
4 yr anniversary after 911 accident.
may all the ppl who lost life in the event RIP.

2005-09-11T17:41:00.000-07:00

schools starting tmr!!!!
DREAD GOING.
AHHHH.
revision is kinda bad.
the more i study.
the more i tink that WHY AM I SO STUPID?
and of cos the more I DONT KNOW.
my lala land took up too mach time already la.

am so happy.
I CLEANED MY BELLY BUTTON.
YAY!
its so clean now.
hahahahahahahhahahaha.

havent been exercising for real long.
so i did some sit ups ytd.
n got SCOLDED by my ah ma.
*^&*%!$^%!#$^%*#%@#
whateverrrr.
SOMEBODY PLS GO EXERCISE WITH ME AFTER O'S!!

looking forward to the days after sec sch.
will definately miss so many ppl.
but life still has to go on~
i miss watching tv.
):

back to mugging.
4 yr anniversary of 911.
may those ppl who passed away RIP.

2005-09-08T20:14:00.000-07:00

new skin.hope u all like it. (:
kinda attitude.
hahas.

as many ppl say i look like my sis.
here's a pic.
some strong resemblance.
esp the one she has an umbrella on her head and my bottom pic.

her performance costume.
can consider as very ugly.
no ballet elements.

head very cute hor.
left less than a week to prelims already.
PIA ALL THE WAY.
however cant really concentrate.
try very hard to resist all temptations.
EVERYBODY STUDY HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-04T14:03:00.000-07:00

its was a FUN day ytd!!!!!
went to my sister's debut ballet performance.
AVIVA THE SPIRIT OF DANCE.

firstly.show u ppl a pic of her makeup.
ITS GROSS!

terrible isnt it?
she said the teacher put LIPSTICK ON HER CHEECKS.
wad professionals.

the costumes were BEAUTIFUL.
i hate my mum for not making me learn ballet.
HOWEVER.
some girls have really.
REALLY HUGE HIGHS AND CALFS.
i saw some really pretty girls.
SO CHIO LOR.
those pretty girls had wonderful figure.
BUTTTTTT!
all eurasians.
):
the music were soothing too.
my father took the camera for the first half.
so the pic only shows the second half.
and my sis performed the first half.
the journey begins...................

for example this one.the costume was like those dutch girls going to squeeze milk.
WHAHA
sooo nice.
when those tall girls tip toe hor.
wah.
scary like shit.
SO FREAKING TALL!

this set oso nice.
a little blur.

i like this move.
its like "i will follow u"

such an elegant pose!

this was e worst of all the costumes ytd!
those colourful strips are glow in the dark de.
so the lights were off.
den the dance wasnt balllet.
its acrobatics.

even the hairband was glow in the dark!!

SO CUTE!
those kids were dressed up in diff coloured costumes!

whatever lor.the ang moh girl is dressed up in her USA flag.

the star was the little girl in yellow.
everyone was saying how cute she is and blah blah blah....
and everyone was laughing at her cute actions!

look at the height difference!!!

turning!!

SO NICE.
SO BLING BLING.
i like those pong pong de white colour ting.

this will so complete my childhood.
AWWW.

this is so glamorous lor.
my school did it on teachers day last last yr.
the difference is.
my sch chinese dance girls wear pants.
the girl with short hair has the HOTTEST BODY!SEXY LEGGGGGS!
with a GORGEOUS FACE!!!
can so become model next time!!
but is an ang moh.

SEXY! HOT!!!

this is awwful.
piano keyboard on the side.
n the song was abt music.
a vvery fat girl was wearing such tight fit top.
ALL HER TUMMY FATS CAN BE SEEN!!

so sweet.
the dress was so wavy!!

simple and nice.
very matured.
alot chiobus in this dance!

THIS SUCK BIG TIME.
its like the pink panter ok.
AWWFUL.
cat-dance.
not ballet!

crawling.

THE END.
both e performance and the costume for the first half was so much nicer.
ARGH.
but i only have the video.

2005-09-02T18:36:00.000-07:00

wow.
its a long time since i updated.
i really hope to write inspirational stuff like so many other ppl.
those bloggers tat talk abt life and things soo deep.
however as u can see.
MYY ENGLISH STANDARD IS TOO LOW FOR TAT.
therefore.
i shall jus talk abt MY life.
teacher's day was FUN!!!
went back to SQPS with mates.
n talked to mrs nair.
nigel's language can go to helll.
haha.bbut his presence was fun.
i miss the food in canteen.
SO CHEAP!!
n YUMMy.
the celebrate in jss oso alright only.
our class performance can be rated as BAD.
however i tink we still ttouched MR LEE.
n some of us enjoyed it.
(:
I LOVE SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

2005-08-26T20:08:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhhh.
i FLUNG 3 SUBJECTS.
HOW CAN TIS BE.
i NVR FAIL ENGLISH BEFORE.
NVR FAIL LIT BEFORE.
i failed physics before.
haha.
BIG ATTTTTTTTTTTACK!!!
SO PISSED TODAY.

guiyue is pissing me off everydayyyyy.
heng i not same class or i DIE lo.
career guidance is shittttt.
total waste of time.
khaymar n i did someting stupid.
and i was still so PROUD until......
the story goes on.
maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
my cough getting more n more jialat.
alamak.

YAY.
i m zhengquan r friends oready.
nothing to be VERY happy abt.
its jus tat i haf one less enemy.
(:
hope everyting runs smoothly for teacher's day.
WELCOME BACK TO CLASS YONGKENG.

i miss primary sch ppl.
n the sch.
n MRS NAIR.

-IGIVEUP

2005-08-23T15:50:00.000-07:00

terribly sickk.
i m getting weaker n weaker liao.
siannnn.
whats happening?
how m i going to celebrate qi yu's bdae ltr???
AHHHHHHHH.
I HATE GETTING SICK.
haiz.
missed social studies and english test.
dread taking it alone!
happy bdae to QI YU n wen jun..

i had enough i'm telling U! stop badmouthing me n get a life.
DO U DARE TO SAY U DID EVERYTHING N I DID NOTHING.
if u dont.
den shuudup!

2005-08-18T19:14:00.000-07:00

TOOOOO LAZY TO UPDATE.
ahhhhhhhhhhh
i musssss study!!
STUDY!!
nothing interesting is happening in my life.

I NEED A CLOWN.
to entertain me.
fill me with surprises.

oh.........i quarrelled with zhengquan again.
WONDERFUL.
i realli dun understand wad exactly happened.
how can two friends become like that in a few days.
haiz.

2005-08-14T16:27:00.000-07:00

arghhhhhh.
i almost had fever.
HAHA.
m i like quite retard.
where will ppl almost have fever de.
grrr.i'm like feeling cold all over n splitting headache.
n poor me have to find out wats HARLEM.
for lit.ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH.
cant i freaking drop?
NO.bcos i paid for o's already.

i'm going to do a little anylsis abt my common test.
i flung physics 24/50.wtf.cant mr lau be more lenient.almost fail my chem. 18/30
oh A MATHS.29/35.WOOHO.E maths was 21/40.
how in the heaven did my amaths beat e maths.
argh.but i totally sucked at relative velocity.
)))))))))))):
so i'm totally motivated by my disgusting results to pia.
ESP SCIENCES!!!!

i still feel like shit now.although i slept for awhile.
MY HEADACHE ISNT GETTING ANY BETTER.
really hope my crunch choc will help!!
was thinking abt skipping sch tmr.
but MY O LEVEL ENG ORAL IS TMR.
WTFFFFFFFFFF.
y is everyting going against me???
yes.when i say everyting.
ITS EVERYTING.
cant say here.........

algie called.
AWWWWWWWWWWW.
ITS HER BDAE TODAAAAAAAAAY!
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN.
quan rong is soooooooo sweet.
n both of us are like facing so many similar probs.
YES we must be strong.
(:

2005-08-12T19:29:00.000-07:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLALA!
CHINESE'S AN A1.
so happy.over the moon.
WHAAAAAAAAAAAA.
i'm just tooo happy.

todays el farewell was alright.
maybe not.IT MADE ME GAIN WEIGHT!
argh.
hide n seek was so fun with stella amanda n lg.
i paired up with algie.
our mo qi is superb.
n they couldnt find us.
so its like we find them.
n we sweated!

maybe skipping dinner le.
really eat too mach le.
the sec 3 welfare realli put in alot of effort.
appreciated by all of us.
(:

i guess many ppl will be ranting abt their results ba.
WOOOOOOOOOOO.

2005-08-09T11:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.

ytd went over to yingtong's for her bday party.
was kinda fun.
played a little of everyting.
mahjong.cycle.vball.ktv.bbq.
haha.
IT WAS SO HOT.
n we were all sweating like shit..
now my hand is seriously ohchey-ed.
/:
the time sort of passed v fast.
den we brought in the cake.
YT IS SUPPOSED TO CRY.
but she din.
not fun..
den everybody was sort of tirred.
n STARTED TO DRINk.
the ktv room was filled with liquor smell la.
IRRITATING.
kids r nt supposed to drink!!!
))))))))))))):<
n so mani ppl ended tonning.
but i decided to go home cos my contacts are like falling out.
damn dry.
argh.
HOW I WISH I HAD PREFECT EYESIGHT.
my stupid dad dint want to come fetch me cos he was obsessed with his tv show.
WAD A GOOD POP.
=.=
HAD A REALLI GOOD SLEEEP.

dunno if ltr still going anot.sian.
i beta go do my chemistry lo.
guuuuuuuuuudbye!

2005-08-06T15:58:00.000-07:00

these few days are bad................
JULY IS HERE.
i'm realli weak.NVM.
KOH BO XIANG SHALL BE IGNORED FOREVER.
i'm not ashamed to declare the hatred in me for this imbecile repungnant XIAO REN.
shameless toooooo.

my sister is very sick.
her fever nvr come down.
n now she's gone to KK hospital.
LETS PRAY EVERYONE FOR HER SPEEDY RECOVERY.

n as a RESPONSIBLE monitress.bcos someone slam the door n said i was irresponsible.
i'm doing the national day presentation NOW.

i hope i did okay for history test.
LET ENJOY NATIONAL DAY PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!
will be celebrating yingtong's bday that day.i hope she cries.
MWHAHAHHA. (((((((((((:

2005-08-01T18:29:00.000-07:00

I HATE PHYSICSSSSSSSSSSSS.
bcos of stupid ppl like FARADAYY AND LENZ.
WE HAVE TO LEARN ELECTROMAGNETIC INDUCTION.

so nice righttttttt.
ms nam if u cant find a job next time.u can consider becoming a photographerr.

st john camp last yr. stand by bunk. ZOOOM

THE KUKU MEE!! pants so high.Ok.stickkkkkkkkk.

i betta study hard.....................
i seriously hope night class helppppps!!!!

2005-07-28T18:27:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
i pierced my earrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
haha.suddenly got e urge to pierce when i walk pass 77th street.
den ms nam n ms cheong psycho me to pierce.
i mus admit i was kinda irritating b4 i pierced.
OK.
I AM TIMID.
but its not that pain.
HHHHAHAHAHA.
arrgh.
SS TEST WAS BAD.
i tink i'll do badly.
ohwells.
i plated my 20 cent coin copper..
the texture is bad.
i'll show u all the pic next time. (:
oh btw. scroll to the bottom.

ZUO ZHE IS A SUCKKKKKKKKKKER.

HAPPY BDAY CHUNSENG

2005-07-27T17:09:00.000-07:00

ahhh.today got the ne quiz.
oh.its quite fun!
haha.
i'm expert builder leh.siao siao.
bth.so li hai.
tmr got ss.
HAVE TO STUDY WHOLE BOOK WTH?!!?!??!
arggggggggggh.
i tink my physics really bomb liao.
dun understand at all.
so mani ppl realised that i always sleep during mr lau's lesson.
i realli tink that zuozhe is expert in pissing me offf.
bastard man.........
go study le......
byes.

2005-07-24T17:54:00.000-07:00

the long awaited photos are finally up.RACIAL HARMONY DAY 2005.IT WAS GREAT FUN!!!

me n lynn during pe.

me n tall freak

jessie n seling

me n algiee.

big hug

tian ji and khaymar

zheng quan n me. notice my earring. eeerie

me and tian ji

chunseng n khaymar

me and mrs tong.

me n keynes.STEAL MY EARRING

fooktien n me. IS HE TRYING TO STAPLE ME??

sherman and me. tiptoe-ing.another tall freak

abi.me.huiyu.layhoon.lynette.

amanda n me.SHE CLAIMS SHE IS MORE BOOTIFUL

gek san n me.this is what u call a stick!!!

me n lynette again

chunseng me zuozhe

me and ho pei sze

ying tong n me

the BIG family for top to bottom.left to right. seling.huiwen.melissa.weixia.ruth.me.yingtong.jessie.waiyeng.florence

colourful pyramid.

pei er and algie.

the 3 scholars of the school.

seling.me.florence.algie.ruth

florence and algie.

me and florence.

ruth huiwen me.sip sip.

ahhh.so cute.

me and stella.

me and ruth

again

huiwen.seling.ruth.jessie.

huifang.me.eyvonne.

nam sista n me

nam n ruth.

err. a little obscene

khaymar n me.

all wearing malay costume.

my class girls.

fook tien with COOl specs.

me n chinese teacher

pei er n me.

xue qing n me.

yvonne n me.SO TALL.

hui yu n hu yu -.-

me and waiyeng

almost class foto.

my form teacher.

zuozhe n khaymar

me n tian ji

this one is hilarious!!! look at how zz is looking.

me n bestieee.

algie.

me.

again.ruth is trying to squeeze in.

me n sam..

HAPPY BIRHTDAY DESIREEE

2005-07-21T19:37:00.000-07:00

err.mircally.
i actually got back my wire.
COS MY IPOD NEEEDS TO BE CHARGED.
whahahas..

PPL.u all really have to watch be with u.
mani SUPERSTAR fans mus be waiting for tonight cos got the revival round.
hahaha.

actually quite alot to blog aboutt.
maybe bx isnt tat irritating.
hes quite nice when he teaches math.
so maybe i shld DISLIKE him so mach.
it tires me too.
hha.
I HAVE LEARNT NOT TO HATE PPL.

hmmm
so are we like friends now or what??
it'll be so funny if we ever have a proper conversation.
all we do is tease each other..
whateverr.

days r passing by so quickly.
dunno how long left b4 prelims le.
tuitioning so frequently.
cannot keep up with lessons.
one word --> STREEEEEES.
so tiring.
not enuff sleep everyday.

n now that i borrowed harry potter box 6
I CAN FORGET ABT STUDYING.
basically i hate all boooks except harry potter.
well.i mus be a kid at heart. (:

basically i realise that i <3>
i mean friends fill up such a huge part of a person's life.
ya. SO WE SHLD LEARN TO TREASURE OUR FRIENDS.
enuff of the clear minded smarty huyu. [[[[[[[[[[[:
i have designed a trademark phrase for myself.
akakakaakkkhahahhhhhhhhaaa.
GO SUCK UR TOE!
how about that. attitude huh.

well.i wana be like her.
BIOGRAPHY OF Ivanka Trump.
sounds familiar?
Ivanka's pop, Donald Trump. (e apprentice guy), is reportedly worth a cool $2 billion.
Daddy Dearest sent the Princess of Trump Tower to richie rich Connecticut boarding school Choate, which she found "boring."
This leggy blonde modeled for everybody from Versace to Tommy Hilfiger while still in high school. Now, Ivanka, 23, is front row at fashion shows, alongside VIPs like Mandy Moore. And she actually has, like, a real job (in real estate), a degree (Wharton School of Business, thankyouverymuch) and a swanky $1.5 million NYC apartment (yep, Park Avenue). Can you say party at Ivanka's?

fine.she's hot.n i'm not.

i wan wedding gowns like that.
errr
m i tall enuff?? haha.
enuff for an entry.

going off now.
surely will take alot of photos tmr.
hope i can update asap..

MISS ME PPPPLL.

2005-07-20T13:38:00.000-07:00

errrr.
i'm currently at the computer lab in school updating.
whahaha.
went to watch be with u with lg on last sat.
ITS SO DAMN NICE N TOUCH.
ppl u all have to watch.
n my advice to girls.
DUN WEAR HIGH HEELS.
if u dun noe how to wear.
or u will end up like me.
feet full of blisters.

tmr is racial harmony.
IT'LL BE FUN~~~!

2005-07-10T12:26:00.000-07:00

eeeeeeeer.
wow.
i din noe so mani ppl will actually read my blogg.
weel.
this few days as i was browsing friendster.
I SAW SOMETING THAT I CANT STAND.

i bet many ppl saw these b4.
i dun get it.
when u upload a photo on friendster.
definately u will find urself BOOTIFUL RIGHT.
so whats the point of writing "ugly de me" in ur captions.
aiyoyoyo.
if u tink u r pretty in tat photo.
jus say so lor.

hmmm.
im not really very happy with the results of which country will hold olympics in 2012.
I WANNT PARIS TO WIN.
paris is like so romantic THAT TOM CRUISE PROPOSED TO KATIE HOLMES THERE.
n in case u ppl dunno.
france's economic is kinda going downslope.
so they actually needed the 2012 olympic hoping it will boost their economic.
HAIZ.
very sad right.
(only smarty huyu noes [: )

ohwells.
life's boring..........................
PPL PLS BUY SANA FROM ME.
i need to sell finish!!!

2005-07-07T20:56:00.000-07:00

I TOTALLY HAD ENUFF.

FOR THE FIRST N LAST TIME.
IF ANYONE SAY I LOOOK LIKE HER.
I'M GOING TO GIVE U FIVE FINGER PRINTS ON UR FACE.
WHICH PART OF ME LOOOK LIKE HER.???!!!
U TELL ME
ALTHOUGH HER FIGURE NT BAD.
HAS BOOBS.
BUT I DUN LOOOOOOK LIKE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS HOW I LOOOOOOOK.
ARGH.
BTH.

MY LIFE IS BAD.
I CANT WATCH TV AT ALLL..
FUCK MY GRANDPARENTS.

2005-07-05T18:13:00.000-07:00

WHY IS EVERYONE MAPLE-ING???????????
AHHH.
I HAVE TO STOP THE DISEASE.
BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.
I MUS PREVENT MORE PPL FROM ADDICTING TO IT.
NOWADAYS PPL ARE ALL GAMING.
WATS THE PROBLEM.??
BTH.
BUUT I WILL NOT BE.

I M SO TOUCHED TODAY!!
MY DAD ACTUALLY SENT MY WALLET TO SCHOOL.
*SOBS*
AWWW.
THATS VERY TOTFUL OF HIM..

I BTH AH.
MY SCHOOL EVERYTING OSO NEED BANDING.
AS IN BASED ON OUR RESULTS PUT US INTO DIFF BANDS.
VERY DEMORALISING DE LEHHH.
BUT HOPEFULLY CAN PUSH US.

NOWAWAYS REALLY VERY STRESSFUL.
FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE.
I ALMOST BROKEDOWN.
YES.
QUITE UNBELIEVABLE BAH.
IM GOING CRAZZYYYYYY.

MMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMAMAMA!!

2005-07-02T15:24:00.000-07:00

MY CHINESE ORAL IS A GONNER
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2005-06-26T16:02:00.000-07:00

ytd was fun..
im too lazy to say why.
so pls go to jinghan's blog.

edison baby! wooho.

he makes me meltt.

ok.enuff of mr handsome.
i'm gonna show u ppl HOW BAD CELEBRITIES DRESSES.

see the worst one first. PAMELA ANDERSON.did she like jus come out from the shower room.
looks like a lion.BAD.

i used to like her.BUT errr.the fringe n e bow.NONO.

little cutie.but the dress looks too heavy on her.
WAR OF THE WORLDS is a MUST WATCH.

i wan GWEN'S BODY. FEGIE'S muscles is too big.

oh.they r too young for the 70s.
those clothings r tooo bulky.

lastly.HAPPY BDAE JINGHAN

2005-06-22T21:17:00.000-07:00

WTH.WTH.

WHY DID WEILI SHAKE HAND WITH MY EDISON?!?!?!?!?
okae.i tink this will be a huge blow to the edison-lovers.
i jus haf to say he is lucky so he got the chance to shake his hands.
so he shld go shake his ears.
haha.kidding. (:
its very sad that edison's image is ruined in spore.
or at least in the media industry.
if u wanna noe y.
tag me.

went out with jinghan to find my puma bag.
QUEENSWAY WAS SHIT OK.
i dun wish to elaborate.

-end of entry.
WTH.WEILI SHOKE EDISON'S HAND.
someone get me back to reality pls.
I WANNA SHAKE EDISON'S HAND TOOO!
))))))))))))':
can u believe it.i saw him twice in 3 days.WTF.

2005-06-21T00:36:00.000-07:00

i like tis photo

retro specs.ahahahs!

oh.i haven updated for 3 days.
EDISON IS COMING TO SINGAPORE TO PROMOTE INITIAL D OK?
SUPPORT THE MOVIE OK.
although i noe mani ppl wan see jay.
HMPH.

sunday went out to drink with my family.
n my dad brought us to crazy elephant at clark quay.
WHEN DID HE BECOME SO COOL?
anyway.
i had my first taste of liquor.
its bad.
its like the nose on fire.
n i felt sleepy after that.
den we go geylang drink soya bean.VERY NICE.
n eat you tiao.
WE WENT TO THE RED LIGHT DISTRICT.
argh.those chickens wears onli a BRA.
ok.whatever.

went to cut hair ytd with ms ruth,ms waiying n ms jessie.
N I HAVE SHORT FRINGE AGAIN.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.
WTH
i ruined once again.
but the resst is still ok.

I HAVE TO STUDY STUDY STUDY.
still haf to go to sch tmr.wah biang.
spare me from a maths..

haiz.i hope i can forget u real soon.
so dun appear anymore.

reading mel's blog makes me rmb vball.haiz.
if i din pon so mani time.maybe tings will be diff now.
honestly.
a part of me still miss the sport bah.
time to start anew.

2005-06-18T16:19:00.000-07:00

oh.i haven been updating.
TO ALL SHUQUN PEEPO.
I SAW MRS NAIR ON WED.
SHE HAD GAIN ALOT OF WEIGHT.
YES.I STRESSED ALOT.
SO ITS REALLI QUITE BAD.

WENT OUT WIF DES.PY.KEL N POHLING.VERY FUN.
HERE R SOME PHOTOS.

as i was luffing so hard.no time to close mouth.

i tink that i made a complete fool of myself.
thank u.

went out to kbox.
or i shld call it sneak out.
with ruth n waiyeng.
some photos.

ok.i have to say that ruth looks good ok.SO CUTE.waiyeng oso la. (:

end of story.
tuition makes me sleep.

2005-06-16T10:10:00.000-07:00

ytd was sososososo fun.
i jus love shopping.
but i haf to say that orchard is sooo sian.
got scolded n nagged by my grandparents when i came home.
ltr still got tuition.
but sneaking out wif primary sch friends to town after that.
yes.
i am rebellious.

2005-06-14T00:09:00.000-07:00

hey peepo.
jus change layout.
CAN ANYONE PLS HELP ME WITH THE TAGBOARD?!??!!?
i cannot change the colour of the wordings.
HELP ME!

2005-06-12T19:51:00.000-07:00

why does love turn out to be a happy ending for everyone?
except me.

http://tw.mediaframe.yahoo.com/mediaframe/tripane/player.html?lid=wmv-300-s.12112836,wmv-100-s.12112830&c=dualpane&.small=1&.intl=tw&dw=http://tw.music.yahoo.com/=152953319&sid=12112836&m=wmv&r=300&l=SAV&b=clsjra90u65a241e8e016

go watch it.damn nice.n u can click on the screen to enlarge it.
the couple waited for 40 yrs to be together.
chase finale is so satisfying.
so sweet.
they waited for 10 yrs.
can u believe it.
so does it mean that u haf to wait for ur other half for like decades to be together.

i tink that huang yida's new hair is BAD.
real bad.
totally gay.

i dont tink i can believe what u three say ever again.
weirdos.
its like.
its nt backstab lar.
but my trust for ur r gone.
n i dun wan to do anyting about our friendship.
u noe who u r.
i jus wanna let things be the way it is now.
i dunno whats wrong btw us.
BUT there's someting wrong.
n i dunno what.

finally.
i got my ipod mini.
my father rocks.

hmm.
r all the kids like me nowadays.
you only love ur parents when they give u someting.
BUT THIS IS WRONG OK?

oh.i shld start putting some pics in.
will do that in the next post.

meanwhile.
waiting for ren yao play vball.
(((:
chill ppl.
I MISS ALL OF U!!

2005-06-08T17:15:00.000-07:00

hmm.
it seeems realli hard to maintain a friendship.
even with ur best friend.
luckily.
i have algie.
n a whole grp of friends.
sometime its the small and insignificant tings they do that make u happy the whole day.
thanks for standing up for me ms toh.
u r a sweet girl too.

ahhs.
camp.
yes camp.
its quite alright.
bcos making milo is my utmost important job.
for the first time.
i n stella spent almost 1 hr making milo.
WTH.
nvr in my life did i spend so long making MILO?!?!?!?
but still.
ppl commented tat it wasnt nice.
):

we played alot of dai di.
n to my horror.
i realised that i'm v lousy.
the first day was quite alright n the games r ok.
second day was damn slow.
v sian.
only stand by bunk fun.
bcos we enjoyed scolding them.
WHAHAS

the food is actually quite bad.
however ms co treated us pizza.
dun haf hawaiian pizza.
actually wanted to go swimming at lg's however weixia wanted to follow.
n we lied.
but the stupid me.
ACTUALLY BELIEVED THE LIE.
n went home to sleep.
due to my blunder.
plan cancelled.

my dad is finally coming back todae.
MY HP IS FINALLY COMING BACK TO ME.
argh.
grandparents are irritating.
so many tuitions.
hao sian.
CAN THEY STOP NAGGING.
FUCK
irritating....................................

18 days b4 sch reopen.

2005-06-05T22:12:00.000-07:00

after reading melissa's blog i feel that i'm totally in e same boat as her.
jus that i cant hog onto the freaking tv.
with my mum.my grandma n my grandpa.
father jus went overseas todaee..
SO HAPPY.
n he took my phone.
WTH.
n now i'm using the freaking 6510.
with nokia ringtone n standard msg tone.
isnt it wonderful.
i'm going to el camp tmr.
YEAH.
do i sounded exhilarated enuff.
maybe i do when i imagine myself spending more den 36 hrs with weixia.
(:
meaning i m left with less than 3 weeks to study.
my new tuition is WONDERFUL.
of cos when i cost $400.
for 8 lesson.
in june.
STRESS.

my bill is gonna burst.
pls dun sms me today n tmr!
until my new bill arrive.
10Q.

i jus bought new lingerie!
i tink they r quite nice.

everybody.
if u dun drink milk.
pls start drinking.
bcos i can feel my bones getting HARDER!!

n oso.
i heard that jogging n help u lose weight.
SO I M GONNA START JOGGING.
guiyue told me i m getting fatter.
)))))':

i have to save money.
n i haf to work in the dec hols.
BCOS I REALISED TAT I M ADDICTED TO SHOPPING
AND I M ADDICTED TO HERE WITHOUT U.
pls download it n listen.
10Q.

i going to sleep.
wish me a good night n pray that my camp will be fun will u?

2005-06-01T22:05:00.000-07:00

i'll always rmb ytdd.
ah.
study chem is totally bad.
so sian.
n we had english paper 2.
paper 1 tmr.
SIAN AH.
mr ho is a good man!
he gave us sec 3 camp tees.
YAY.
den went to watch monster-in-laws with lg.peier.n stella.
stella's jokes r getting funnier.
HOORAY.
the show was alright.
but jlo is old le.
the main guy was HOT.
haha.
i like his hu za.
dunno wad it is in angmoh.
shall continue rotting at home.

today is my grandpa's bdae.
HAPPI BDAE YEYE!!

-BORED.

2005-05-31T19:35:00.000-07:00

study camp n SP WAS SHIT.
study camp is totally hypnotizing session.
SP WAS SHIT.
waste my time.
today was a sad sad day.
but it cleared up in e end.
(:

2005-05-30T19:33:00.000-07:00

OH YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(i bet everyone who blogs is sosososo happy)
CHINESE OLEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRR.
i <3>
LEMME EXCLAIM AGAIN

OOOOOO LVL CHINESE IS FINALLLLLLLLLLLLLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOPHIYEAH!

hmm.
i dunno if my A1 will fly jus like tat time
BUT I REALLI HOPE IT DOESNT/
bcos i realli dun wan resit in dec.

before go in the exam hall was like SHIVERING non stop.
soo cold.
go in liao perspire like shit.
heng the invigilator got brain switch on the fan.
time passed so fast.
n i hope i can score weel for compo.
SO MANI PPL WRITE SAME TOPIC AS ME.
it will be hard.
neway.
i tink paper 2 was quite bad.
yes.
wadever.
i juz wanna play now!!

ah.playing.
played pool jus now.
bascially i totally suck at it.
N I TOTALLY THREW MY FACE.
by AHHHHHHHHH-ing.
that was so loud.
n it resembles a moan.
from sex.
ok.whatever.
no one will recognise.
its quite fun.
weixia.
yes.
talking abt her.
i tink we haf to learn to accept her so tat OUR life wont be so miserable.

see so mani sec 3 come back from camp.
n they had totally same feeling as us last yr.
i guess i realli miss SEC 3 camp 2004!!!!!

going sp tmr.
STUDY CAMP OFFICALLY STARTS TMR.
can we like stop studying for one day.
IS THAT ALOT TO ASK FOR??!?!?!?!?!?

2005-05-29T11:56:00.000-07:00

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm left with less den 24 HRS BEFORE MT O LEVEL.
seriously.
im not confident at ALL!
n i'm using the com like no one's business.
realised tat my si han is so damn weak.
alot type de all dunno how to write.
n if i write gong han.sure fail.
WAT TO DO?
ci yu shou ce only read until sec 2 de.
BOMB LIAO.
i scad the compo topic i dunno wad to write.
I HAF TO GET A1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.
i'm outta here

2005-05-26T21:54:00.000-07:00

damn the mr woon.

carrie won AI.
its quite sad that bo lose.
but i'm neutral.
someone has to lose n someone has to win.
thats the game.
(((((:
but i tink that bo is hot when he had short hair n w/t his freaking beard!
those body hair ruined him.
SHAVE THEM ALL ALWAY!!

back to mr woon.
BLOODY HELL.
does he respect us?
we got greet the TAN lor.
treat us like a circus trainer.
(bad description)
definately alot of girls nvr wear pants de he still ask girls to do sit up.
WTH
den still say we pull our skirt.
WTH
u wan see our panty sae lor.
n i was wearing PANTS INSIDE.

oh no.
O LVL MT IS COMING..
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so scad.

got my report book today.
although its quite bad.
i wasnt THAT sad.
at least i beat 46 ppl compared to last yr.
i'd beeter work harder if i wanna be a TAI TAI n enjoy my french manicure.
((((((((((((:

2005-05-25T19:43:00.000-07:00

extremely bored
i total hate photo taking.
i'm sleeping like none ending.
5 days to chinese o's.
SO SIAN

2005-05-22T13:51:00.000-07:00

MY GRANDMA IS MAD.
INSANE.
BONKERS.

MMMMMMMMMMADDDDDDDDD
CRAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZY!!!!!

SAVEEEEEEEEEE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-05-21T21:39:00.000-07:00

3 days holiday.
stuck at home.
it rained the whole day today.
totalli dampens my mood.
hoping to go out wif family.
but dad is down with flu..

sian like shit.
no mood to study at all.
started chinese.
have to practise amaths man.
argh.

i tink that every girl looks pretty in yellow.
dunno y.
suddenly feel so.
hmmm.

DIVERGENCE that movie is totally shit.
i dunno wat e hell they talking.
the storyline is WADEVER.
n they spoke in cantonese.
cant blame.
its ruth who lent me the PIRATED DISC.
tsk tsk.

haha.
whaha.
blahblah;
WHATEVERRR-

2005-05-18T16:10:00.000-07:00

hhmmmm.
finally got back results le.
i flung amaths.
))))))))):
tats quite sad.
45 which is a D7.
my L1R5 is quite satisfying.
compared to last yr when i got 25.
NOW IS 20!!
happi...
but still.
haf to work damn hard.
chinese o level is within two week.
OMG.
my results:
e maths - 56 wadever la.dun gif a damn.
chinese - 83 (:
physics - 65.88
chemistry - 65
amaths - 45 VERY DEMORALISING.
english - 54. one mark to C5 damn the teacher.
literature - 56 haha.tycooo
combine humans - 67.

realli happy that my sciences improved.
I MUST THANK EDWIN KOH.
MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

MY ULTIMATE GOAL IS L1R5 - 15.
I WILLL DO ITTTTTTTTTT.
YEAH!!

2005-05-16T11:25:00.000-07:00

exams r over for 3 days oready.
SOOO HAPPI
n i juz realised tat
I'vE beem playing everydae.
went out wif HIPPO on sat.
n i spent 20 bucks.
)':
but it was so darn fun.
n we went acting like rich sluts.
teehee.
n ytd
went to watch house of wax with monkey n pek.
the show of kind of bad.
n monkey was ranting about MS PARIS HILTON.
wad a bimbo.
n ltr on.
i'm going ice skating.
OH YEAH.
results r coming out tmr.
I'M DEAD.
so i'd better play since i have the chance to b4 its too late.

didyouknowhowsadiwaswhenyoutoldmethat.
cometothinkaboutit.
amiabittooselfish.
probablyyes.
idontownyou.
youhaveyourfriendandihavemine.
butyoudinevenbothertocallme.
haiz.
illtrytoputeverytingbehind.
butcani?

lifeishorrible.
ask my grandma to stop all her f**cking nags.
n lectures.
n all she knows is to cry.
crying doesnt solve anyting?!

2005-05-11T20:25:00.000-07:00

hmm.
basically i haf too mach tings to blog on.

heard of the song DONT PHUNK WITH MY HEART byy black eye peas?
the word phunk is pronounced as FUNK not PUNK or FUCK.
SO ITS DOESNT MEAN FUCK. (((((:
n i dont noe wads wrong with the gov.
98.7 fm ACTUALLY SENSORED THE WORD FROM THE SONG
can u believe it?!?!?
to me.
it doesnt mean anyting at all.
do they have to keep the citizens esp the kids like us away from all these words.
IS IT NECESSARY!?!!??!
cant believe it.
it totalli ruined the song.
its onli a matter of time before kids use the F word n stuff.

n my MP3 IS SPOILT.
by my sister.
but i dun hate her.
cos i'm gonna get $$$ from my parents for IPOD!!!!!!!!!
i cannt live without music.
as a matter of fact.
I JUZ NID MONEY!!!!
for shopping n blah blah blah..

FOCUS CONTACTS SUX HELL!
my second pair tore again..
luckily nt in my eye.
OR I'M GONNA COMPLAIN!!!

MID YR IS GOING TO END THE DAY AFTER TMR!!!!!!!!
HOOOOOOOOOOOORAYYYYYYY

monday was CHEMISTY PAPER 1 WAS HEll.
paper 2 wasnt any better.
tuesdae sucked more.
i nvr study history.
n knew nth about second united front.
12 marks *fly*
english compre was equally shit.
N TODAE.
E MATHS PAPER1
DAMN GONER.
the more they compare answers, the more i wrong.
hope tmr's paper 2 will be better.
i hope.
mid yr is totally bad.

edwin koh's cooking is actually quite good.
hmm.
a person who almost hate to eat spicy food actually ate his curry chicken.
TATs ME!
n I SAW KELVIN.
HE HAD TUITION WITH US TODAE
OMGOMGOMG!
my pri sch kelvin.
TOTALLY NVR CHANGE.
STILL AS SISSY.
I N YILING WERE LUFFING LIKE SHIT.
OUR LAUGHTER WAS CONTAGIOUS N EVERYONE START LUFFING AT WAT WE WERE LUFFING.
HAHA.
EDWIN KOHS SAES EVERYONE LUFFS AT HIM.
POOR KELVIN.
MY GOOD OLD FRIEND
WHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHHHHHHHHHAHAA

thats all for todae.
so study e maths le.
2 more daes b4 MY BREAK!!!!
OH YEAH!!

ENDUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE-

2005-05-08T14:16:00.000-07:00

new layout.
nice nice.
or atleast i like it.
hehe.

chem todae
SUCK SUCK SUCK

dun wish to elaborate.
eng paper 2 n history tmr.

CHINA PLS COME OUT.
ii'm jus too lazy to study.

n i hope i will pass myy COMPREHENSION FOR GOD SAKE.

ah.
mingshi bdae todae.
though not close.
but
HAPPY SIXTEEN MINGSHI!!!
(((:

*gone